_Hoiiyii ♥ jelwaiang_:)

What a week.

2011-11-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

What a lousy week even though it's a long weekend.

Whatever is in my heart will always remain in my heart.

Don't ever try to get into it to know what is it if it's locked.

When it's time or I'm ready, I will let you know without asking.

But before I'm ready to say, don't create another layer of lock to lock it up.

Thoughts

2011-09-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Well, some thoughts again. Was reading my older posts. We have really come so far and many things changes. Saw this post of my pink small font that changes my life, having you in my life is the greatest thing I've got in my poly life :)

Finally got to meet you today after 2 weeks. I miss you a lot and can't wait for weekends to come. But I don't know why and what happen I felt upset when I was on my way to meet you. I guess partly was because during the journey I was replaying "Kiss the rain- yiruma" on my MP3 and keeps my thoughts running in my mind. So many things in mind. Not just you. I know worry can't get my anywhere, you always said that. But I just can't help nor stop. :(

Was planning to go Underwater world today cos the last time I went was like 3-4 years old? Can't even remember. I just wanna go there with you cos I think it will be very special and different but you went clubbing so which means you are waking up late. So.. well, forgo the idea. Was kinda upset but, it's okay.

There's so many things I wanna do with you. But I just don't know how to tell you. Our time together is just only weekends sometime not even weekend cos SAF took it and made you do duty and participant in some kind of event :( If not, I've got something on. I'm sure we can get this over. Just 1 more freaking year and we are done with this 2 years torturing :(

I was kinda upset and throw a little temper just now when I said let's go and have ice cream and you said no. I think I'm having PMS, got upset so easily on little stuff when usually I don't. Alright, just wanna say sorry to you dear. I'm sorry! :( Love you! :)

Your birthday is coming! Left with one week! Let's jiayou and find a good place for your celebration :) Hope we are lucky to settle everything.

AHHHH!~ It's annoying cos I don't know what to get/do for your birthday :( hahaha!~

Happy Dinner, blessed with friends! :)

2011-09-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

Have been busying everyday the whole week this week. Report, Subcom camp, Finance, ENG 20TH. Slept at 6am and woke up at 10am one of the day. That's really crazy of me. But no choice, I have to.

I'm glad with my friends with me around. :)

On Tuesday after 2 tough meeting, I ended my day well with Yoshi having dinner at KFC together. :) Thank you Sista for accompanying me :)

Wednesday, back in school again cos there's subcom camp stuff to settle and proposal to sign. Irvin booked out and came to school to look for me and we went Sakae for dinner. :) My first time sitting in his BMW! :) Nice! same as his merz. :)

Thursday, Meeting again! and also settle subcom camp stuff. Thank goodness there's anqi helping me out. And also Gerard for staying back so late to help me. :) Had dinner together with Anqi at BBQ chicken. So damn full cant finish. :/

Today, I had dinner with my family without my mum cos she went malaysia this morning. So glad that I have these people with me. :)

Subcom camp is coming! Hopefully it will be a successful one without so much problem cos I've got so much problem with it already :/ I really need a good and relaxing getaway soon. I need a rest in order to go further in the future. Having bad headache now. gonna go to bed. Goodnights :)

Some people just don't know how to appreciate and trying to be smart alex. Whatever to these people. One day you will get it and taste it on ur own.

SMURF-Y DATE!

2011-09-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

My 11:11 wish came true! Got to meet up with dear today! :):) Felt loved seriously! He woke up so early, ran for Army Half Marathon, didn't rest when he got home and he met up with me instead! Thank you boyfriend! ♥

Watched Smurfs! Super duper cute! Feel like pinching their nose. haha! But the storyline was alright, just cute. After movie while exiting the cinema, little children singing their theme song. HAHA!~ See, how fast can a kid learn nowadays.

Had thai food for dinner again! This time round I tried the green curry. Taste yummy though it's kinda salty. It tasted like nyonya curry. YUMZ...

Yeap, it's another week. Gonna wait for another 5 days before I can meet up with my darling again. This week gonna be a busy week for me and for him. Many meetings and mpsip stuff to be done for me and he got his auditing. JIAYOU!

IWANNAGOPARTYSOBADLY!:(

TIMETORELAXANDENJOY!

PARTYLIKEAROCKSTAR! :)

Back in action

2011-09-03T22:11:00.005+08:00

YES! Back in action! Changed the skin. I've been neglecting this space for super long time because I'm so so busy with my stuff. 3.1 have almost come to an end. Ended my internship in Schindler and had my PR2 last Thursday.

Presentation to management at Schindler. :)

PR2 at LT 56 :) *Nervous till I stumbled when I talked*

POLAROIDS! *Before & After *

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Met darling last Sunday it's public holiday! President election. Wanted to watch Suckseed but tickets sold out. So we went for sushi buffet instead at cine. We ordered too much and we almost vomited :/ Ran to the counter to pay when the staff didnt see. :D

My cute boy <3Just celebrated our 16th Month. :) Still counting on :)

Met on Tuesday. It's public holiday again! YAY! Hari raya puasa. :D Managed to catch Suckseed at PS! :D Nice movie. 2nd Thai movie with darling.
Went Goodwood Park Hotel and bought mooncake. YUMZ! Durian mooncake awesome to the max! *MUST TRY*! :)
pure durian flesh inside the snowskin! *DURIAN LOVERS! MUST GET*
NICE MOVIE! The crazy little thing called love!

After watching thai movie with darling, I'm falling in love with thai movie. Their romance movie is really nice. :):)

Sigh. No meet up with darling this weekend :( Because of duty and marathon.

1st Anniversary :)

2011-04-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

WOAH! Last post was 25th FEB! Well, I'm blogging on this month of 25th too! :D It's a special day for me and dear. IT'S OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY! YES! 1 YEAR! I still remember 1 year ago, many things happened. All the text he sent, it's still in my phone. Causing 2 of my phone memory to be full. Don't bear to delete it away. I know it's silly.

It's the first day of school today. No school for me! But went back for MP/SIP briefing. WOAH! I'M YEAR 3 ALREADY!!!! Time is running too fast. Thats what I always tell dear. Well, thinking back, I had fully utilize my 2 years in poly so far. I'm gonna make full use of my 3rd year too! :)

Okay, back to the purpose of this post. YEAP! Celebrated our first anni today. At first I thought we would either celebrate it in advance or belated. Never I have think of celebrate it on the actual day cos dear is in camp. Received a surprise text from him saying that he having night out today. Happy to the max! Seriously! :)

Rush of to meet him after the briefing at audi ended. Wanted to get KOI cos I've been craving for it for weeks. But end up I forgo my KOI and meet my dear on time. I don't want him to wait nor waste the precious time we have. Met him and we walked to bus stop to take bus. Asked him where are we heading to and he told me we will know later. *Always like to act secretive de los* haha. (but I like. :D Like surprises like that :p )

We ended up at DEMPSEY HILL! My virgin trip there! :D Had dinner at CA/Ben&Jerry @ Dempsey Hill. The "Hwelling"= Feeling over there is soooooo nice... Swing chairs! (Y) ALOT OF NICEE CARS!!!

Didnt manage to take alot of photos cos I didnt bring my camera out. :( when he tell me that time I'm already out of house. :( So only took photos with his phone. :( My lousy phone cant take good photos :(

That parrot on the extreme left is damn funny! He is doing stunt la.. standing upside down with one leg :D (PS, we are at Dempsey hill not Jurong Bird Park FYI) :D
My Yummy Pasta! :D (My whole mouth taste like garlic after that :/
Dear's yummy dinner :D See the shedded veg on the right? It's damn sour. :/ So nice of dear to feed me eat and then laughed at my expression. MEAN BOYFRIEND! :p
YUMMY DRINK! Taste like Chocolate icecream milk shake to me..aahhahaha! :D
SWING SWING CHAIR! (Y) So coincidental that we wore the same colour! :D

After dinner, we took bus back to town and walk walk around before dear go back to him camp. :( Train journey is always so fast when I'm with him. :( Accompanied him to take bus to his camp.. How I wish he got night out everyday. So that we can meet up every night. :( Which is totally impossible la.. unless his father is mr lee. hahaha!!!!!!!! Nonetheless, I enjoyed myself though he gotta go back to camp.

While on my way home, I had this crazy idea in mind. Having night cycling with dear before my internship starts cos I saw park connectors sign are up at my neighborhood area. But he can't make it cos he is going out on friday night already. Nevermind, next time. :):) We still got henderson wave and beach :D

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!! :)

Super Junior M - 幸福微甜 Love is Sweet

2011-02-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOSH!

2011-02-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

Went to do research about nuts cos dear ask me to read up when i'm free. haha!~ Interesting though. I thought nuts are very heaty but in fact they are very nutritious. :) Well, some are fattening too. :D

Saw this on the web it self too. It says, Why are you underweight? Why you need weight gain? I was like WOW so true and I continued reading. Now I understand why dear keep nagging at me abt me being picky on food and never drink milk and all :D

It says, The cause or reason for being underweight are chronic diseases, eating disorder and lack of physical activity. Elderly people, male & female who do not eat properly may become underweight. You may be underweight due to hereditary reasons. An underweight, too thin person becomes frail and is at risk of getting chronic diseases.

Wow! I didnt know it's so serious can. :X I'm so gonna have proper meal, proper diet and proper exercise!!!!

haha got teach me how to gain weight at the bottom also. Got tips!! :D

Weight gain is as difficult as losing it, if you are naturally thin. Gaining weight is a problem for many people. They complain that they can't put on any weight. Following are some tips to follow to gain weight. You will take some time to gain the weight you need, but be patient.

Consume more calories than you burn. Choose healthy foods to add calories.
Drink healthy beverages to add calories.(Orange juice and yogurt drinks counted? )
Mangoes are rich in calories and carbohydrates, include them in your diet. (alright Noted mangoes!)
Eat healthy food frequently, 5-6 times a day - 3 larger meals and 3 smaller meals alternately. Separate them by at least 3 hours so you can digest each meal fully. Don't go without food for 5-6 hours after having a major meal. (OMG i always do that. Never eat the whole day then one meal settle all! :x )
For example, if you wish to consume 3000 calories a day, you may eat 3 larger meals of about 650 calories and 3 smaller meals of about 450 calories.
Have a balanced diet.
Exercise regularly for healthy weight gain. Some thin people think that exercise is not good for them. This is not true, it keeps the metabolism high. Remember that eating alone is not sufficient. You don't want to gain fat but lean mass, so exercise is important. ( hehe that's what i always thought :x)
Resistance training exercises will help to increase your muscle mass, which in turn will increase your metabolism. Learn to distinguish between weight gaining exercises and weight loss exercises.
Note that if you do not get enough amino acids during exercise, the existing muscle may break down. Amino acids come from protein rich foodsso you should eat such foods after exercise.
Weight Gaining Foods
Protein is the key for the muscle mass. Without adequate protein, muscle gain is not possible because weight training demand for amino acids (which comes from protein).
You should daily eat about 2.2g of protein per kilogram (1g per pound) of your weight. For example, if you are 50kg (110pound), then you should eat 50x2.2=111g of protein spread over 5-6 meals in the day. Include high protein foods in your diet. Your protein intake should be from foods rather than from supplements.
Good sources of protein foods: whey, fish, dairy products (low fat variety), meats, nuts and seeds (almonds, peanuts, pumpkin seeds, sesame seeds, sunflower seeds). (OMG! Dear is so clever la.. he told me all this! hao de i know liao :D I dun lived in cave hor! )
Milk is one of the best muscle foods.
The milk contains two high quality proteins, about 80 percent whey and 20 percent casein. Whey is quickly broken down into amino acids and absorbed into the bloodstream. Whey is very good to consume after workout. Casein is digested more slowly and provides the body with a steady supply of protein for a longer period of time. (YA I got eat cheese one. But seldom drink milk.. Will start drinking milk. )
Milk nutrition | Protein in Milk, Cheese, Yogurt
Healthy fats: Avoid fatty foods. Most mothers, especially in India give too much ghee or butter to their children, thinking they will gain weight fast. But ghee is mostly saturated fat which is not a healthy fat for any body. Healthy fats are monounsaturated and polyunsaturated fats and omega-3 essential fatty acids.
Good fats: cold pressed oils (olive, sunflower, linseed, canola, best cooking oil)
Complex carbohydrates are also needed.
Some people think that drinking beer helps gain weight. But it is not true, it accumulates in your abdomen, making it fatty. (hehe dear! BEER BELLY! :p)
Don't take protein supplements. Consult your doctor for protein supplements.

Still got weight gain diets! :D

It is not a good idea of Increasing intake of junk foods and fatty foods to gain weight. You should be eating calorie dense yet nutritious food. Your calorie intake should come from foods that are healthy for you. The weight gaining diet should include high protein foods, high carbohydrate foods and healthy fats. Include these in your diet. (OMG! I take in alot of junk food eh! :x)

Example of weight gain diet

Breakfast: Banana and milk or banana shake or smoothie, whole-grain toast, fruits, granola, nuts. Eat more fruit and drink less juice.
Do not give milk mixed with ghee to your child. It is not healthy.

Lunch: Roti/chapatti/wholegrain bread, rice, green vegetables, paneer (cottage cheese), dal,chickpeas (chole), black-eyed beans (lobia), rajma, whole wheat pudding (dalia), etc Dinner:Similar to lunch

In-between meals:: fruit, sandwich, yogurt (curd), milk, cheese, salad

Avoid deep fried snacks like samosa, pakodas, bhujia etc.(OHMYTIAN! I always buy samosa to eat for breakfast :x)

Avoid fast foods including donut. ( I always have fastfood. McMuffin counted as fast food not? Got cheese got meat. Counted healthy breakfast? :/)

For more info go to this website. http://www.fatfreekitchen.com/nutrition/nutrition-need.html

By your side - Kanami Makino

2011-02-17T16:51:00.001+08:00

Staying by your side, feeling warm inside.
Morning lights shine so free.
Darling, by your side, feels so special.
Morning lights shine new life.
Will this last forever?
I don't want to miss even a moment.
Darling, you show me happiness.
If I could make a wish I'd stop time just for now.
Staying by your side, feeling warm inside...
You show me gently to love.
Darling, by your side, no one else like you.
You show a new world to me.
Falling in love too
Thinking about you
Here with you safe and free.
Smile with me, in the sunlight.
Not a dream, it's true meaning and I've been wishing to be only with you
Staying by your side, feeling warm inside.
Morning lights shine so free.
Darling, by your side, feels so special.
Morning lights shine new life.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

2011-02-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

First of all, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY EVERYONE! :)

It's my first time having someone for valentine. I'm no longer having lonely valentine. :)

On Saturday, dear came to my house to bai nian. I was so worried at first but it turn out to be good. :) Met dear at Jurong point and went NTUC before going home. Mummy cooked lunch for us. :):) After that headed to pioneer to meet my dad before going Mr Ken's house. Took cab down as it will be too late when we reach there. After Mr ken, we went zhixiong's house. His dog is seriously too big huh. I'm so scared that he will dash towards me and jump on me. Or even walking slowly to me and I dunno what is the motive making me scared. Out of all my friend's dog, I love Jane's dog, Rainy, the best! Super duper cute and the size isn't scary. haha!

It's the longest day we spent with each other. Love the time we spent together even though didn't really do anything much. Both of us just sat on the sofa and watched tv till dinner time. :) As long you are with me, I'm not bored. :) Cos I keep disturbing you! Tickle your stomach. haha!~ As usual, went emo and lonely when you left me :x

On Sunday, woke up early to do MODSIM report. Watched 'Just go with it" and have dinner with dear. Saw JJ and called my sis to disturb. :D After dinner, we went swensens as I say I wanna have ice cream. Dear took out a 1 for 1 ice cream voucher and the counter say not applicable for eve of valentine. He re-queued again and they told him sold out. -.- Had gong cha instead. :D YAY! Trained home tgt! Totally love. But the journey is always so fast when I'm with him even though the ride is 30 mins plus. Stole a kiss from him while he is not looking. :p

HAPPY VALENTINE DEAR! Love you loads! :) Sorry that I didn't prepare anything for you today. You will know why when the day is nearer. haha :)

HAYWIRE!

2011-01-30T02:50:00.003+08:00

Okay just realized that my previous post's photos went haywire. will edit tml then :)

UPDATES!~ 2011

2011-01-29T23:26:00.004+08:00

WOW! Looking at my blog, my last post was last year 27th December! It's 29th January today! Well, for the whole one month or so many things happened. From counting down for 2011 at MBS with friends, Open House 2011, Dear's POP, celebrated my 21st birthday at aloha loyang, turning 21 officially, happy 9th month with dear and so on. I would say during this period there's many up and down. Saw this picture at tumblr and it's so true.

Alright. Enough of being emotional. Back to the happy moments. :) First of all, I celebrated 2011 first moment with these people. Counting down and "drunken" by the fireworks up in the sky :D

After that rushed and took train home together with Maryann and Angelia. When I reached pioneer, there's no more bus and I walked home. An Indian man came and talk to me. I think I'm super brave at that time as I did not run away, I actually walked off bravely. After that that indian man actually laughed out loudly that makes me walked faster. Reached home at 3 plus. :)

OPEN HOUSE!~ It' my first time being an organizer for such an event :) I'm glad that my partner was larlene. I've learnt a lot from her and zhi yong :) Thank you zhiyong for take over for me a while on the 3rd day when I went for dear's POP. :) Had fun playing seaweed and king's cup :D

The Shirt colour a little shitty huh :/

Dear's POP! POP LO! Didn't sleep that night. Cos I couldn't sleep. Finish up the diary and worry that I couldn't wake up. Reached there 5 mins earlier to meet dear's dad. Surprisingly, his dad is early too. haha.

Hehe! Got this picture from FB. Cos i haven upload the photos taken and most of the photos is in dear's camera. :D Sorry only got one photo. :/

Next, I celebrated my 21st birthday in advance on the 15th of January at Aloha Loyang. Really happy to see all my friends who had attended. Especially my secondary school mates! :) The day before the actual celebration, dear accompanied me to the chalet and I introduced him to my parents and people over there. I was so nervous, scared and don't know what to do and don't even know how to introduce properly! I still need my meimei to teach me. OMG! :/ The part where meimei whispered to dear makes me smile. Dear seriously don't know how to 配合 with me to disturb meimei. HAHA. Glad that he accompanied me there but sad that he couldn't stay for the 2 days. Poor boy the fever came back to haunt him. Oh looking back at the photos took that day, my dad was smiling so happily. :D

There's a big group of people I wanna thank.;

First of all, my parents. Thank you for spending so much money on me for my 21st birthday.

Next, my sis, bro, cousins, uncle and aunties. Thank you so much for the planning and helped out.

Next, my dearest sweetheart, Jane. Thank you so much for staying at the chalet to accompany me for the 2 days. Being my personal assistant. Thank you so much for taking care of me when I'm drunk that night. Luckily I didn't puke on you.

Next, my girlfriends, Charlene, Mary ann and Ting chun. Thank you girls for coming early to dress me up.

Thank you charlene for dressing me up so pretty that day. Putting on make up and curling my hair for me. :)

Thank you Mary ann for baking delicious green tea cake for me :)

Thank you Ting chun for being my photographer for the day as my camera die on me the day before the celebration.

Thank you hanchong, tingfong and jane for staying up after the celebration. Had fun finishing the XO. haha!~ First time I drank so much XO. Cos I didn't really like it :D

Thank you matt teow for getting breakfast( Nasi lemak & BBT) for me, jane, tingfong and hanchong.

Miss Chong is helping me to curled my hair :D

Putting up make up. It's my first time putting fake eyelashes. I told her I feel there is a shade for my eyes. haha.

The 4 of us! Love them loads :)

Thank you miya for the ice cream cake! :) A birthday present from him :)

Why do I looked so shocked in this picture? :D

I'm glad that my 21st birthday dear is by my side :) Love him loads too. Totally feel loved. :)

I LOVE THIS PHOTO ALOT! FAMILY PHOTO! :) You are part of my family now :)

MY SECONDARY SCHOOL MATES! MISS HEM LOADS! :) Great time catching up with them though it's short.

L.I.F.E! :)

ESC AY 09/10/11! TOTALLY LOVE!

ESC! :)

FO FO FO FO!!!! :D GROUP LEADERS! :D

BZE FTW! :)

TPSU Representatives :D

My uncles and Aunties. :)

I.E.S! :)

OH! ALL MY LOVELY COUSINS! :)

The 3 of us. :) WE ARE TURNING 21 THIS YEAR!!!!! :)

Alright, cake playing time.... :)

My uncle make dear the bad guy to push my face down the cake.

My uncle say if he don't, he will put his face instead. HAHA!~

Alright getting ready to get the candles out :D

Thank you dear for helping me to hold my hair. :)

IITSC Representatives :D

OH! This group of people. I miss the crazy times we had during secondary school time.

MR IRVIN TANG! Thank you for wearing such a big ribbon on ur head ya :D

FOLKEN & RELIEZ LOVE! :)

I like this picture. :D haha. The colour and the things around :) The car was the funny one. Crazy idea. :D hahahah!~

On 20th January, my family celebrated for me in advance. Another cake Thank you! :) My sis bought me a coach bag. It's my first coach bag. Thank you so much! :) I will use it during CNY as promised, even it doesn't match my outfit :D

On the actual day of my birthday, I celebrated it with sweetheart at changi airport sakae sushi. Ate alot and had fun discussing about airplanes with her. Sitting at the gallery seeing airplane touch down and flying off. Looking at the staff at the airport doing work when the aircraft touch down. Sweetheart explain to me what they are doing and naming all the stuffs to me. :) After that, we head back to school as there's D-cup. We helped them to packed up.

Took poloriads. :) The plain one without design is the one we took that day :)

On 22nd January, met up with dear, can I say celebrated my birthday? haha. Accompanying me the whole day is my best present for my birthday. :) I mean belated. haha. Watched Burlesque, I think it's nice. The female lead's voice is damn nice and she's pretty :) Had dinner at ThaiExpress. My first time having meal there :D Thank you dear for the present. :):) Didn't expect that you really got the cup for me.! Loveya! :)

The Heart shape!!! :) Thank you dear!

On the 25th of january, It's our 9th MONTH! :) Dear gave me a surprise pop out. HAHA!~ Really surprised me. :D He texted me and asked what time my lesson end. Asking me to meet someone at school's posb atm to helped him collect something from that person. I asked him how do I know that is the person I want to meet. He says he knows me. Well, after lesson I rushed there.... and.... TADAH!!!! He is standing there waiting for me.! :D Seriously.. at that moment I was shocked and at the same time I'm happy and surprised. :D Feels so sweet. haha. Skipped interview and got caught by Jane from ooposite school bus-stop. Next moment I know she will text me and yay i'm right, she did. :D We went bugis to shop but end up both of us didn't get anything :/ OHMY! I totally doesn't have any mood for CNY! :/ That's really bad. Though we didn't get anything, I enjoyed the time we spent together. :):):):)

Had procoi presentation and the heels are hurting me. It's been a long time since I wore that heels. Got 4 blister. :( I plastered my leg the next day.

On friday, I went for BB's AGM. Before that I fell down from LT stairs while disturbing charlene and I got my left ankle sprain. BAD! CNY is just a few days away. Hope I can wear heels on that day and before that I got presentation and auditing on Monday and Tuesday. Which means I have to wear formal with heels. GOSH! . :/ Pray hard that my ankle recover over the weekends. I'm listening to dear. He asked me not to walk too much. I'm not walking alot, I lay on my bed the whole day using com. Did report the whole afternoon and caught some drama online after that. So bored after that as I don't know what to do.

Thanks to Irvin, I can blog using my laptop again! :) Yesterday, we went alot of places. Together with yessy we went Eunos/ubi to get durian puffs and he and yessy bought roasted pork and duck I think :/ As he is having a family gathering at night. After that we drop off yessy and head to Funan mall. Settled his stuff at bank before going on to search for my adapter. Got my adapter for $70! :D He helped me to sha jia :D Before going off, we went to look around at peninsular. A lot of cameras over there and he explained to me different kind of camera. Especially the lomography. Interesting :) Totally! He dropped me off at cityhall and I took train home. I fell asleep and I was so tired that I slept all the way to joo koon and I sat back again. -.- Saw the flag! It's so near to me! :)

YAY! Finally done with the long long post. I'm heading to bed. GOODNIGHT! Meeting dear in either his or mine dream. Usually is mine. :D haha. As usual, he sleeps earlier than me :D

CHRISTMAS & 8TH MONTH!

2010-12-27T01:43:00.005+08:00

Celebrated our 8th month and Christmas on Saturday. :) I was late... again. I left house early but went Jurong point to get something. Precious thots at Jurong Point the service seriously sucks to the max!!!! Waited for so long just to get things done. And ya it caused me to be late for my date! *Angry* Feel so bad for making dear to wait for me. :/

Thought for very long on what to get for you as christmas present. Couple Cup came to my mind. HAHA!~ I saw this very nice couple cup at Precious Thots that day at Tampines mall. So sad that it was sold out at Jurong point. They only left the one I don't really like. :/ *see photo* I like the MR. but not the MRS. cos it's weird for me to get that. It's some kind of acknowledgement which I don't like. I like the heart at the base. It's like after drinking a warm drink, you feel the love. After that I walked to cards&Such. Saw another couple cup but it's those kiddie kind of design. *see photo* Hmm it's cute but then I feel that you wont use it ba. HAHA!~ Cos too cute to be use. So decided to get the one at precious thots. I only bought one which is the MR. The MRS. 我真的买不下去。It really feels damn weird for me to buy. Unless you wanna get it for me, I don't mind. HAHAHAHA!~

Watched "Little fockers". Both of us almost fell asleep. :x Boring show but I love the time when you are sitting right beside me. Told you some stuff that you knew it long ago but not from my mouth. I feel so weird not telling you cos it's like keeping secret from you. I wanna share secrets with you. I don't like to hide. I don't like finding things out myself or getting to know stuff from others. So I'm not going to let you find things out by urself and getting know stuff from others. :) I will tell you every single thing :D

Had dinner at Xinwang HK cafe. *Yumyum* as usual, I cant decide where to eat. Bad decision maker when I'm with you. :X hehe. I like the dessert part :D 饭后甜品. Simply love. ♥ Somemore it's with you, it's even sweeter :p

Cute right? :D

Yeah, I found a gift that says "I LOVE YOU'. You have a gift that says "I LOVE YOU" and it's one and only. Which is ME! Hahaa. *oops*

*TSK! cheat my feeling! We didnt take photo that day! don't friend you liao. Better repay me back somedays!*(I know you will read this. Don't act blur hor! :D)

HAPPY 8TH MONTH AND MERRY CHRISTMAS DEAR! ♥

We spent our first Christmas and 8th month together. I'm happy. :)

I would be happier if there's photo taken. :D

Iloveyouloadsdear! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Different.

2010-12-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Everything is so different from others? Why is it so? Am I the one causing it to be like this? Am I the problem to it? It's my first time to be in this kind of situation. I've got no idea of what am I suppose to do at times. Everyone will say it's for me to try and find out. But I've got no courage.

Sometimes I'm really tired of what it is now. Is it better back before? I think it's time for me to tune back to who I am and the year I am suppose to be. Will that be better?

I realised I've become worrying more for others than worrying for myself. Maybe I'm all along like this? Cos that's what sweetheart say. She keep telling me not be so hard on myself. Putting all the blames to myself. Thinking that I'm responsible for everything that happened.

Well, I...... cannot take it anymore. Too much running in my mind that I could even share. Some, I don't even know what I'm thinking or worrying about. Some are just too hard for me to say it out. I don't wanna hurt anyone or lose anyone. And I think that most of the problem I've to solve it myself. Cos it's in my heart, no one can do anything to it. Unless you can read my mind and understand my heart.

Things are gonna get better. :)

2010-12-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

Nice song! :) I replayed it in my MP3 for don't know how many donkey times. This song makes me think a lot and tell myself things are gonna get better don't think so much :) No matter what, life still goes on. :)

David Archuleta Things Are Gonna Get Better

THINGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER

Yeah, Yeah,
Mmmmm

Everybody's got a time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing's right
But you gotta walk on
Yeah, you gotta walk on

Everybody's got a piece of their heart
That's been stepped on and torn apart
But you gotta be strong
Yeah, you gotta walk on

'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength
And sometimes you can't get through the day
But things just float on by like a river in the night

But I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we're gonna be fine

Everybody's got that one regret
No matter how they try, they can't forget
But you gotta move on
Yeah, you gotta move on
Everybody's got someone they've lost
And they can't believe they're really gone
But you gotta live on
Yeah, you gotta live on

'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength
And sometimes all you feel is pain
But time keeps floating by on that river in the night

But I know things are gonna get better
I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we're gonna be fine

And I've been shown hope
I see it in your eyes
So take me and touch me
'Cause with a little bit of love
We can win the fight
With a little bit of love
We can see the light
With a little bit of love
It'll be all right

I know things are gonna get better
And I know things are gonna be fine
And I know life is gonna get better
Standing here together
Yeah, we're gonna be fine

Walk, walk, walk on by
Keep, keep, keep walking on
Keep, keep, keep walking on

REPOST!

2010-10-08T01:07:00.004+08:00

Saw this post from Sining's blog and I'm reposting it :)

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

Keep reading

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

We might deny it but we actually like it and kinda want you to tickle us

26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work (or school), and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

Are you still reading this? You better because, it’s important

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

Remember all these things when you are with her next

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

Make sure she knows she’s loved

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back- feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold- thats always cute
48. Write letters on her back with your finger- feels good
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind—loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her- everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go.

Hehe. Add a new section at the side of my blog. :) Titled To be with you. It's a list of things that I wanna do together with dear. I had a list of things in mind but when I wanna type it out, I forgot everything. -.- So blur! It's okay.. I can add in anytime.. He is so sweet and I'm loving him more and more!~ It's exceeding the MAX but it's still increasing. It's infinity. ♥

OMG!

2010-10-08T00:23:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOD! It's been a long time since I updated my blog! ESC subcom camp, dear's birthday, shan you food distributing and food packing, Our 5th month, 2 days of staying at Jane's place.. ETC! SO MANY!!!!!! HOW TO UPDATE!!!!!!????? hahahhaa!~ Slowly when I have the time ba. :D

It's Mentor training camp next week!!!!! I'm somehow excited about it. I don't know why. WOW! a memorable event i guess. It's my first ESC event I joined last year and I get to know this group of friends and till now we are still friends:) AND that was when I get to know Jel exist. HAHAHA!~

Our weird style of greeting each other. Keep rolling our eyes not saying HI or HELLO. Well, I'm glad that I get to know him. HAHA!

Long meaning behind a short sentence of just three words

2010-09-20T01:34:00.004+08:00

When you constantly can't stop thinking of him. When you wait for him to go online, or when you wait for a phone call or when you wait for a text. When you see something and it reminds you of him. When you talk about him to your friends, a lot. When you start to read over messages, saved conversations or you replay moments of your life with him in your head. When you realise that when you're out, you look around to see if you "accidentally" bump into him. When you hope to talk late that night again, like you two would used to. When you realise your friends get sick of you talking about him. When you want to hug him again, or kiss him, or just be with him. When you listen to songs and you think "This was our song." When you go somewhere and you reminisce on what happened there with him. When you think of him before you go to sleep. That's when you know you miss him.

I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥ I MISS JEL! ♥

HAHA!~ Thank you dear for the "failed" surprise, so sad that you got activated for flight. -.- Causing you to fail to complete the surprise. It's okay, next time ba :)

A DAY IN SCHOOL

2010-09-17T02:49:00.000+08:00

16 SEPTEMBER 2010

Was late for DH and LL combine mtg. Woke up at 12pm instead of 11am :/ The meeting was alright. Had lunch tgt after mtg :) Busy replying emails and all.

So sad can't meet up with dear today :( He fell sick. :( Hope he get well soon. Love him much much.

After that went to basketball court with Jane as the guys are playing. Both of us sitting at the bench there playing macbook. Watching MVs, learning how to use tumblr and did sweet stuff. :) Love laughing and doing silly things with her. Cos it always turn out to be sweet :D

Went pasar malam at tampines interchange. Bought quite alot of food. Cupcorn is a must for us. HAHA! We went to Tampines 1 bench to sit and eat end up we are stuck inside. Cos the auto door stop operating already at that hour. We went to ask the vendor lady how can we get out. HAHA! Phew, luckily we manage to get ourselves out there :D

Alright, time for bed. Tml will be a long day in school. having meetings! :/ 10am.. killer! gonna wake up at 7am :(

Nighty Dear, Sweetheart and Girlfriend. :)

Get well soon and love you dear! ♥

Rest well and see you tml sweetheart! ♥

Recover soon and see you soon Girlfriend! ♥

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JANE'S FAVORITE PERSON SAYS

2010-09-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

Jane shared this with me... And I'm gonna keep this in mind :) Thanks sweetheart! ♥♥♥

"Have faith in your dreams and someday your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true."

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2010-09-14T23:00:00.016+08:00

Work work work. Work at SBR ytd. Todya went to Isetan scotts to pack shelving before heading to TAKA.

Stock came today. Just only 4 bags. Reshuffling of bags keep me busy the whole day. Time flies. I think working is good. I should work more. Kept me well occupied from some stuff.

Feels xin fu today. Cos Jane came to TAKA to surprise me. But it's a failed surprise cos she can't find me and she called and text me to ask me where I am. I was siting down doing price tag, of cos she cannot find me. She told me she walked 3 round and she can't find me. So cute and funny when she say it. She gave me SWEETS!! YAY! And a hug. ♥ Thank you sweetheart! ♥ After that off she go to meet Xueqi :)

Later part of the day, Randy came! So surprise to see him and so nice of him to bluff me. Asking me toys department is at which level cos you have forgotten as it's been a long time since you been there and all! Thanks for dropping by :) && your cake is really CUTE! Happy Birthday too! I'm sorry to shake your hand with my dirty hand :p

Few minutes before I end work, Lawrence introduce me new stuff! PS3 with the wireless thingy with camera. Interesting and fun. Doodling away. While I was playing, I attracts a lot of people to stop and see. SO SHY! Kennon (TAKA supervisor) say this to me " You better draw nicely and attract people to buy" HAHA!~ I ask him come closer and I doodle his face away and I said I don't wanna see him. Super funny.

I ended my day well with work until... My day will be good only if I didn't ###############(sensor-ed)

I'm sorry sweetheart I have to put down the phone quickly cos I'm in train. I must control. . .

Well, I shall sleep early today. I'm working tml. Going to 3 OG departmental store to do stock take before heading down to school for ESC mtg. :)

~~I told you I will, and I did.~~

MY NEW HAIR! :)

2010-09-11T20:10:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Da gu's birthday ytd :) Secret recipe's cake. Yumyum. Chocolate indulgent...

Reached ah ma's house at around 7 or 8 in the morning. :) So happy to see all the ah yi in the kitchen cooking :) In the afternoon, ride yi ma's motorbike to visit my Malay relative near my ah ma house. I LOVE THE MOTORBIKE RIDE!!!!! AWESOME! I can only ride motorcycle at Malaysia but not in Singapore :( cos no one "zai" me :( No one got motorcycle license nor have a motorbike. :/

Stayed there super long and I got impatient cos I'm super tired. Can't even sleep cos the adults are talking and I don't really understand either. Just bit and pieces cos they speaks in malay.

Came back and took a nap. Watched family outing and The game plan. :) :)

At night, My shoulder swell up so big and pain cos cousin help everyone to "Ba guan". Everyone's blood makes me so scared! A lot of blood! Luckily i don't have cos I dun dare! I just ba guan so no poking to let the blood out. :x

Went to perm my hair today. Sat there for 6 hours! So sleepy! Got a little impatient cos it didn't turn out the way I expected and didn't like it at first. Cos it's so POMPOM I dun like. My face already so small and yet it's so POMPOM! But after that I got used to it and started to like it. My mum keep saying it's not permed at all cos it's not very curly and she say must make my whole head. Oh please! it I will look damn old! and mine is WAVE! Big curl! She ask me why not small curl! THAT'S FOR AUNTIE! She keep nagging and all and made my pissed off. Keep saying that it's ugly and previous one is nicer. At night, when my dad call, I complained to him as he asked me if I've got my hair done, nice anot. Then he said dun care her as long as i like it can liao. Her eyes got stamp. HAHAH! so sweet of him to make me happy and feel better by saying all those. :)

When I got nothing to do all alone. :/ Playing with my webcam. HAHAHAHA!~

A WONDERFUL DAY!

2010-09-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

I love today alot! Cos..... I MET UP WITH JEL! MUHAHAHA!~ I'm always happy whenever I'm with my love ones :) Send him off to work cos I'll be going Malaysia tml and I'll miss him badly as usual. So as to reduces the misses, we met up. Hope it last me for 3 days but it doesn't work. After leaving Bt while journey to school, I started missing him already. :(

Went school to take the stuffs for SCC. Can do during the time at malaysia. :) Look for Mr Andrew to sign the PSEA form for the KL trip.

Chat on phone with Jane super long. So fun. haha!~ Cos we dun have to pay when we chat on phone. COOL RIGHT!?? & I coax her to sleep by playing Jay chou's song in my MP3 and put the earpiece close to the phone.

Went back to Jurong and went swimming with cousins and siblings. Fun. Tiring! and I get to know something today abt the swimming pool! LOL! super coconut! :p hehe.

Adeline came to stay over at my house and we played mahjong till 4AM! then i went bathing and off I go to Malaysia! . How awesome I am right?! A superwoman! Cos my boyfriend is a Superman! haha! Alright will update till then :)

I Love the bus journey today! It seems so fast! How I wish I can spend longer time with you.. Should change my habit of being late :X

爱上你-By2

2010-09-09T00:59:00.004+08:00

Super nice song! Thanks Randy for sending me :)

BY2 - 爱上你

作词：林天爱/Mr. Mars 作曲：林天爱

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

Cousin intro me this song today! And I think it suits me and Sweetheart. :)

除了戀愛我們還幸運地擁有
和好朋友聊情人的快樂
講另一半可愛地做了些什麼
總讓幸福又甜蜜了許多

我們在上一輩子一定是情人
才有這麼有默契的靈魂
我愛的他偶爾還把妳當敵人
吃醋的天真讓我笑出聲

妳是司機當我迷失方向
妳是醫生當愛讓我重傷
妳變烏鴉阻擋我太衝動危險地飛翔~
Woo Oh~

妳是白痴陪著我講夢話
妳是先知我心魔被解放
妳是嫁妝是我最寶貝的收藏
妳不點頭的男人我不嫁
我是嫁妝請把我帶在妳身旁
嫌我吵的男人最好別嫁

我們在上一輩子一定是情人
才有這麼有默契的靈魂
我愛的他偶爾還把妳當敵人
吃醋的天真讓我笑出聲
妳是司機當我迷失方向
妳是醫生當愛讓我重傷
妳變烏鴉阻擋我太衝動危險地飛翔~
Woo Oh~

妳是白痴陪著我講夢話
妳是先知我心魔被解放
妳是嫁妝是我最寶貝的收藏
妳不點頭的男人我不嫁
我是嫁妝請把我帶在妳身旁
嫌我吵的男人最好別嫁

YAY! LAST!

2010-09-08T22:35:00.005+08:00

YESH! Officially ended my 2.1 semester with decision analysis paper at 1130AM today :) Oh well, I screwed up today's paper. My simplex tableu and Decision tree. :( I can do the spanning tree and maximal flow :) Alright that's 30 marks. Fine, papers over. Forget it! What is done is done, Life still have to move on. :)

Ytd's Organisational Paper was good i guess :) Really thank Jinxuan for the notes. It came out exactly the same! :) Hope you did well too. :)

After paper today, Jane text me. So happy to see her text right after papers for the past 3 days! Thank you sweetheart! :) I walked to Blk 22 immediately. Almost did something retarded. I saw a back view that looks like Jane and I wanted to scare her from the back. Heard her voice and I was wondering how come her voice came from the front. After that i realize back facing me was Maggie. LOL! Retarded.

Had KFC opposite school with Jane and her classmates(maggie, xiao dan, gina, samuel, pk, likyong, jingshen and joseph i think.) haha!~ They are soooo nice. Nice lunch. :)

Was on my way home cos i wanted to sleep. Cousin text me and ask when am I free to meet her and she say she's so bored at home, I called her immediately. I was at Paya Lebar at that time and I jump out of the train and took train back to simei and wait for her.

We went City Plaza. Well, my first time there. NICE! so many shops! I don't intend to shop today as I'm very tired and got no mood. End up I bought so many stuffs!♥ super love can? The skirt, blouse, jacket i mean vest. LOL! So make me spent so much. Super funny, I keep telling her "Nooooooooooo DONT!!!!!!!!!!!!" hahas!~

YAY! Meeting Jel tml! Meeting him for lunch and sending him off to work.♥♥

After that gonna go back to school to settle some stuff and go for a swim tgt with cousins. They are staying over at my place tml. I think they gonna have mahjong session. AWESOME DAY TML! ♥

To the man she will love some day.. ♥

2010-09-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

When the moment I went online after a long day of studying, Randy msned me. Immediately he asked "WHY YOU ONLINE? AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO STUDY?" haha yes in CAPS somemore. Asked him to entertain me and he shared with me a nice/ touching notes/letter. :) THANKS!

Alright, I'll share it here. There it go. Kinda long. :/

Dear You,

I will admit that sometimes I really do wonder if you exist.

There is a part of every little girl’s heart that envisions her prince charming. At age three, it is usually of a man who can save her from the wrath of an evil stepmother, wake her from eternal slumber or give her that true love’s kiss.

In elementary school, he becomes the boy with the least cooties, the one who’s willing to cross the playground to share his Oreos even if it makes him a target for the week of all the other boys.

Come high school, it’s that boy you stand with at prom, who your father stared down at the door, who provided you with an experience complete with photos you will cringe at a decade later, a corsage that yellows in the refrigerator, and a faded memory of a night that seemed almost too magical to be real.

Nineteen years into this life, however, and still unwilling to give my heart away, I am still that same little girl who hopes for her prince charming. And although I wonder why it has taken you this long to sweep me off my feet and whisk me off to your palace on horseback, I know that it is probably because meeting you will be better than any fairytale I could’ve read as a kid.

A couple of heartbreaks and a few years wiser though, I will admit that there are times when I question your existence. Because I have yet to meet the guy who makes me hear songs like “All My Life” or “A Whole New World” in my head when I see him, does not mean I don’t hope that it’ll ever happen.

I may already know you or may still meet you someday—something I leave completely up to God because I’m pretty sure our story will be epic.

However, I can’t promise you that I’d make the world’s most perfect princess. In fact I’ll probably keep you on your toes and amuse you with my eccentricities—there are a lot of them. I’ll probably steal a bunch of your T-shirts and turn them into shirt dresses, or drive you slightly mad with my obsessive compulsivity and my need to fix your collar constantly.

I can promise to be your best friend however—that person you can rant to after a rough day, the hand you can hold when you get sad, or the person you can text when situations get awkward.

I’ll probably mess up your hair sometimes and hug you for too long, but that’ll only be because I absolutely adore you. I’ll bury my head in your shoulder during scary movies and make you feel like superman when you kill those flying cockroaches that really shouldn’t exist. I’ll cook your favorite food on your birthday and try my best to make friends with your mom.

I’ll respect your nights-out with the boys and make you seem like the perfect guy to my barkada (group of friends). I’ll watch basketball or soccer games with you, and not complain when you cheer too loudly at the TV set.

I’ll know the difference between giving you space and being constantly there for you—even if it means sitting and playing video games with you or taking hot chocolate runs when it rains.

I’ll listen to your music and we’ll go on epic adventures together—seeing the world, taking awesome pictures, eating awesome food, and never running out of things to tell each other along the way.

I won’t be waiting for you to sweep me off my feet and take me on a magic carpet ride, because I know I won’t need anything like that to fall for you—I will love you for you.

You will be that someone to make goofy faces with in pictures, to lace fingers with when I’m lonely, and to take long walks under the stars with on the beach.

You’ll be the guy who takes me the way I am—and will laugh as I burst into a Disney song or pick out pink wallpapers.

You’ll be that someone I envision a future with—us, filling out visa forms as we travel the universe, picking out our first dog together and arguing about what to name it, or being snap-happy stage parents in our preschooler’s annual mini-plays. And I keep hoping that maybe someday when we find each other, you will become that someone whose smile I wake up to in the morning and the last one I speak to every night.

So to the man I know that does exist, and who will help me maybe make sense of the world someday, this man I can’t wait to love. Please know that I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. But for now, I wait. Fingers crossed and palms held together, I hope that you’re out there somewhere, waiting for me, too.

With the hope that I will be yours for always,

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After reading, I think I have found my right prince :) I am happy to be with him and he is still like a fairytale to me. :) I know I'm not a good princess cos I don't know this and that. Sometimes I just feel so dumb cos there are things I wanna tell you but I just don't dare to. Cos I worry you will worry and didn't wanna bother you much. I know couples are suppose to share and there should not be any "secrets". You are my first REAL relationship and I'm dumb I dunno what to do at times as a girlfriend. I'm sorry. But I hope you enjoyed the relationship so far. :) loveyou!♥

I LOVE TODAY THOUGH IT'S EXAM! :)

2010-09-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today's Accounting paper was good.. I supposed! HAHA!~ I got ALL CORRECT for my MCQ accounting! 20 MARKS! I'm happy. :) I'm very xin fu today! Really, like what Jane said. Kuai le de xin fu xiao nu hai :)

Before I go into exam hall, I get to see Jane! Get to say Hi, all the best for your exams and all. :):) After exam, I had lunch with Jel and mathew. :) SOOO HAPPY!~ Sweetheart and boyfriend :):) Double sweetness :)

Not only that. Jinxuan printed the tutorial notes for me!!! THANKS! and he asked me if I need help. He can come back school if I need him cos he having lunch at TM. What a good Shi Fu I have :)

Took 168 tgt!!~ :):) it's been a long time...... ♥ Dun wanna bid goodbye when at woodlands cos I just wanna hug him as long as I want. haha!~ Cos he is my "battery charger" :D He is my motivation and distraction :p

Studied at study room for 4 hour plus i think. Suddenly I feel hungry and craving for KFC popcorn chicken. HAHA!~ Had the snackers, OMG feel sooooo full. I don't know what's happening to me. I'm eating lesser and lesser and everytime I finish my meal, I feel like vomiting cos I feel bloated though I ate a little. I guess it's due to my irregular meal time. :(

Well, my brain is good today. Absorb the OB notes quite fast. I memorized the 3 determinate personality using 15 minutes :) Cognitive dissonance with examples and reduce of cognitive dissonance using 35 minutes. :) 3 component of attitude 10 minutes. :):) AWESOME! I'm so productive is because met Jel, got hugs. :p *kissestoo*OOPS. :x ♥love♥him♥much♥much♥

*Okay I realized I've put alot of smiley face in this post. OOPS! This shows i'm really happy. :) *

HAPPY 4TH MONTH! ♥

2010-08-25T23:54:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH! ♥
It's our 4th month today! It's really a special day and I enjoyed myself :D

I'm suppose to meet Jel at 2.30pm at Raffles City outside Mac but 241 was LATE! >:( I waited for like 20 mins! What's wrong with 241! My poor darling standing outside mac, under the hot sun waiting for me. Heart-broken, my silly boy. :( I'm sorry!

We went pepper lunch (Thankyou for the ice-cream:)), went walk walk ♥ MBS, Flyer, walked thru suntec, marina square and etc. ♥ I get to know so many things today, like river in MBS, YOG park, Fruit basket, Jay chou lost a lot of money in singapore casino and even "wan bao" is a "ba gua" newspaper. -.- LOL! Thanks to dear huh. :D

I think I talk too much today. HAHA! Jel thought I'm crazy. Cos we actually walked by one stretch of art pieces done by Kidz at Flyer and I told him it's my work piece I painted everything. ( Of cos trying to be lame and funny luh but fail. :/)

So upset to bid goodbye as I have ESC mtg at 7pm :( I just wanna spent the whole day with him talking all the nonsense I have to him. Haha.

Thank you dear for the flower. :) Pink rose, my favourite colour, with pink ribbon. :) (Roses are a symbol for love and gratitude. Pink roses represents grace and elegance, as well as sweetness and poetic romance. Different shades of pink also carry their own significance. Dark pink roses are symbolic of gratitude and appreciation. Light pink roses shows happiness, gentleness and admiration.) You are the first person and first guy to give me flower in my life. Really so sweet of you :):) Hope you like the gift from me too. Though it's kinda pixilated and I didn't complete writing msg when I wanna gave you. Still use ur back to write. I'm sorry. :(
Both of us sooooo tann!!!
Love the pink ribbon ♥
Today is really a special one. We didn't have a proper date for the past 3 months on the actual day. Why is 25th so popular? HAHA!

1st Month clashes with ESC 1st meeting and it ended so late! :x
2nd Month, Jel working and I have Ashrae/Bizen subcom camp. (Manage to have dinner tgt)
3rd Month, Jel went Thailand and came back on the day.
4th Month which is TODAY! :) ( Really a proper one though i hope it will be longer and go home tgt. :D )

Thank you and love you dear! ♥

(P.S I will update on YOG and KL trip and other events soon :p)

Alright JIAYOU for my 'O' levels oral! :)

Family day

2010-08-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

Went ah ma house for Nasi Briyani buffet. Played mahjong for like 6 hours and I won $2. -.- hahahaha!~ But it 's a nice game. Cos it's been a long time since I went to my ah ma house and played mahjong with my cousins. Stayed they whole day playing. Played I-phone I'mpossible. Very fun and challenging. My 9 year old cousin is really awesome. She memorize all the answers!

Well, Mum took out the luggage for me. Have yet to start packing my stuffs and I'm so excited. :D

I don't know to hate or to love today.

2010-08-07T23:01:00.001+08:00

Went to work at taka today! Sooo many people. Little kids are always cute. Had shopping mood today how I wish Jel is with me to shop with me. No more projects and assignments feels SO GOOD!

Had break time at Cineleisure together with lawrence, yuen min, jiajun, linda and jing xiong. Thank you yuen min for the milk tea. :):):) After lunched, we went shopping around. Bought 2 Hello kitty earpiece! Super cute! Bought 2 at $10 haha! Got 2 ribbon earring at 90 cents each. :D Happy! :)

Made a new friend today. :):) Her first day of work. So nice of angie for asking her to look for me to bring her go have lunch. Well, a slack time for me again :D

After work, i went shopping around. Saw Derek, chelsie and zhao lin :) Saw many clothes that i like but..... NO SHOPPING! :( Mommy say no more buying of clothes :( Brought a small bag to work today, so can't buy.. haha! Bought a rainbow heartshape hairband! love it loads. (Y) Oh bought 2 ribbon clip too :D

CUTE RIGHT?? The turqouise one also not bad.. :D But i can only choose 2!
Ribbon is LOVE!

Sometimes I really don't like to be alone. Cos i tend to think a lot and I make myself very upset.

I want things to be like before.. but is it possible?? I'm trying to.

The more I think of you, the more I'm missing you. But how can I don't think about you??

YEAH! NO MORE SCHOOL!

2010-08-05T17:42:00.002+08:00

Yeah today marks the end of lesson!!!! Handed my PMI lab 5 individual assignment. It's a killer seriously!!!! I did it the whole night didn't sleep. I'm super AWESOME! Thank you Jane for accompanying me till 5 plus and Thank you Jinxuan for helping me for the assignment. :):) Called Mr Hong this morning at 7AM then he told me submission due at 5pm. I thought is 10 AM!!!! Make me rush like siao...

Alright. Going out with ESC to somewhere fun.. haha!~ PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR YEAH!! :D

"New" Blogskin!

2010-08-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

Changed the colour of my blogskin. It's so pinky now and I love it sooo much :D Change my playlist too. Added New gadgets to my side bar :):) Had countdown timer.. and it says. 98 days. 98 DAYS!!!!! :(:(:( Sooo fast... SIGH. Alright, I'm loving my blog :)

Randy sent me new songs. Nice :) I like. Fight for this love by cheryl cole, Nothin' on you by B.o.B & Bruno Mars.

Aloy sent me this link. Nice song :)

I though you really didn't want me anymore when you say "gone already". Scares me.:x

Last week of July

2010-07-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

Time really flies. It's the last week of July! This week is really a crazy week. Due of reports, Quizzes and exam. :/

Submitted a 60 pages report for PMI. Crazy indeed. I did this report till my eyes closing and I forced it to open to complete it.

Had OB and PMI quiz on wednesday. Studied very hard for PMI cos I didn't do well for the previous one. Got marked ~~cheat~~ in the quiz. Angry :x Didn't study much for OB, only read through the notes in train. :)

Went back to Jurong super early. As early as 12pm when I left the school. Reached NYCC at around 2.30pm. :) Studied for law exam in study room. Dear text me and we met up for movie at town. "Inception"! nice show. I find it so cool to create a dream in another dream. How good if I can create good dreams for everyone. I want you to get well soon and bring it to reality! Thank you dear for the bag! :) I'm sorry I left yours in school :x

Had law exam on friday. Skipped my one and only lecture. With dear consent hor! I got asked him :)) haha. Woke up at 11 plus. Studied and left home at 4pm. Had shen jian bao for brunch + early dinner. *YUMYUM* Shared with yongqiang, yoshi and brandon. Cos I couldn't finish. :) Met Randy, accompanied him to short-circuit to buy spicy fries and nuggets :) I don't understand why am I sooooo Coconut. I lost the paper that I printed on the revision slides for law! I was holding on it before that!! And it's lost the next moment. We sat at the study bench. He accompanied me and lend me his i-phone to login to LMS. :) He tested me(not really test luh, Just reading out the slides LOL) and walked me to LT for the exam. Thank you Randy! :)

Soo happy that those he tested me came out! :) Okay I did something Coconut. I walked into the LT and the teacher asked me which class are you from I said T06. And my classmates turn and said T07. Then I said OOPS!~ Super embarrassing.

Went for ESC meeting after that. Had a wonderful dinner with ESC, gerard, yoshi and davin. Laughed like mad. :):)

OH and not forgetting..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTTLEFISH!!! :)

Had a great chat with Jane. It's been a long time since we have talk. So busy. Love her loads. Some stuffs I turn to is only her and Jazz. Her words... Effort and understanding.... stucked in my mind.. keeps on thinking....

Monday.....

2010-07-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

Rain heavily today! Got drenched and shivering cold :( Hmmm today... what a bluey day. Brought the jar of sticky sweet randy gave me to sch. Cos i think i need it today. Ate quite alot. Today lesson was sucks. All lec was cancelled. 9-11am MI lab and dismissed early. then EEmac lec until 12. Waited till 4pm for Decan tut. Dismissed early too. Went home together with grace and maryann. :) Stand throughout the whole journey and got squeeze here and there. My bag is damn heavy.

Reached home early today! 7.30pm! :)

Feeling so uneasy today. Feel much better after bathing as "it" flow off together with the water running down my head. .

Alright! Off to bed! :) TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY! :)

我突然感到很害怕。

HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR! :) & HAPPY 5TH MONTH GIRLFRIEND!

2010-07-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR!

Sigh, what to say about this month? I think we should meet up more. :( Why are we so busy? :( I set my alarm clock at 9 am today. Thinking to go to airport to wait for you and fetch you. But....... you didn't text me and i don't know what time is your flight. :( Nvm it's okay. You are safely back now. :) Hope you did relax and enjoy yourself for the whole week. And you gonna start working again tml. :/

This is when we get to know each other :) first photo taken tgt. :D RMB?

Why is it always on this day? Is it a sign or what? :(

HAPPY 5th MONTH GIRLFRIEND! :)

I'm still waiting for you to go for ice cream buffet! I promise to bring you there! remember! So come back soon alright! :) I'll be waiting! Text me soon!!! :) and GWS! I wanna see you eating sticky's smiley sweet with a smile on ur face! :)

Our first date out after exam! :) Where we officially became girlfriends :)
Get well soon girlfriend! I have so much to say to you! :(

THIS WEEK

2010-07-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

This week is a busy and no jel week for me. 2 presentation, projects, course trip, meetings, quizzes and all.

AWESOME presentation I had on monday! It's my first time having presentation without any script written or what. Happy! And my group totally shut the teacher up when he commented on our video on the things we said.SERIOUSLY! :) DCLTC really helped me alot by lessen the fear for presentation. :) Stayed till quite late to help making the membership card for subcom recruitment drive. Bump into Randy. LOL! He seriously a slacker. After his SIP he came back to sch for olivia concert. LOL!

Suppose to meet girls on tuesday morning to revise on quiz. But I couldn't wake up. :/ And I was damn high on tuesday. Maybe cos I had 9 hrs of sleep? and people saying Hi to me on the bridge :D hahahah!~ So happy on that day. :):)

Had OB presentation on wednesday. Tummy wasn't in a good condition that day :( Don't know what's wrong with it. I had a wonderful day with my girls. Laughing and playing like siao. Went sugarloaf after school. Took a nap at Bizen and went to help out at the recruitment booth. :))

Thursday... I went to school just for 1 lecture. And well i couldn't wake up and I skipped that only one lec. I've no choice, still have to go to school cos i'm on duty for the booth and there's meeting at 7. Had dinner with ESC :)) the Security uncle scare me totally. The beer. PHEW! :s Manage to catch the last train. :):) Seriously wanna thank randy for accompanying me by texting me throughout the whole journey if not i will sleep throughout the journey and miss stop. Super tired on that day. :/

Friday! TGIF! I'm so looking forward to the program after lesson. :D We went to CIAS flight catering at changi airport!! COOL! :D Had a fun laughing trip with BIZEN club :) Oh i did something very coconut! I left my phone in the toilet. Luckily I realised before i left the school. After the trip, we went to charlene's house to do project. The baby is sooooo cute! took photo with her. It's with tingchun :D Charlene's mum cooked dinner for us too!*YUMYUM* Thanks babe! :))

Almost feel asleep when they are talking. LOL!
Okay. all on gear! We gonna put on the robe and cap.
I love this photo (Y).
Alright, all gear up! ready to go! :)
*YUMYUM*
The four of us! I LOVE THEM! :)
Saturday! Finally get a day "rest"? Watched "Sorcerer Apprentice" at cine with Irvin. Was okay nice. Got scare once. I jumped up!. LOL! Had a nice chat with Irvin. The both of us super nonsense. Seriously! haha!~ He accompanied me to the pushcart to customize something and the auntie mistook him as my boyfriend! Mistook us as couple! LOL! We laughed like mad. Cos tml is the 3rd month and I wanna prepare something for jel. LOL! FUNNY TO THE MAX! hahahah!~ After that irvin went off as he got something on. So I sat at KFC alone to study law while waiting for the collection at 7.45pm. I waited for like 4 hours? :/ haha!~ I'm so looking forward for Jel's return! :) It's our 3rd month. Hopefully he text me tml and i can fetch him at the airport! :) Miss him so so much!

DIPLOMA CLUB LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP

2010-07-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

First camp ESC organise and it's also my first time being as an organiser. I've learnt alot of things through this camp as an organiser and I there's alot of things still waiting for me to learn. In this camp, I've done alot of stuffs that I never do it alone or before. You know how hard can it be to overcome all the fear I have in myself.? I keep telling myself "It's okay! It's okay!" "I can do it! I can do it!" "I have to do this even if I am scared! Cos I'm the organiser of the camp! I must learn! Overcome it!"

I've never stand infront of so many people to talk before! Especially giving instruction, briefing and debrief session for participants and maincom. Feedback session. It's seriously a challenge for me.! People who know me really well, know that my fear of presentation! I gets very nervous! Though I am the sub-empire head for Folken, it's very different from this camp. The feel of like talking infront and all is totally different. Giving instruction through walkie talkies, making sure everything goes smoothly and foresee everything. It's so hard for me to talk through the walkie talkie immediately. I have to think through what I want to say and how am I going to say so that it's short and clear for everyone. And learning to make the right decision quick and fast.

Other than talking infront, I walked through the dark corridor alone which I don't dare to! And peeling off masking tapes on the wall downstairs with no light shining at all NOT EVEN LAMP POST! But no choice I still have to do it!

Day 1 was alright. :) I'm glad that I see all the student leaders having fun playing station games :) Especially the cheer battle. It's really funny! Yong qiang and I was like "erm, we wanna give debrief but we don't wanna spoil their mood :D " So we actually let them cheer awhile more.

Day 2 was like a "lecture" alot of talks. But I hope that they learn something from the talks. :) i'm happy to see what they wrote on the transparency during their HTHT session! :) Okay overall, I love the final clash! SERIOUSLY! I LOVE IT! Had fun and laughing. Shall wait for chien ying to upload the video :D

Ended my day with a talking session with Jane and Xuan Le at opposite sch. Amost flood the place. ahaha! took turns to turn on the tap. And I scream damn loudly while talking to my dad on phone. Cos the stupid cat scare me! SOOOOOOOO CLOSE TO ME!!!!!!! looking at me and almost jump up. :/ YUCKS!! GOOSEBUMPS!!! :/

Will upload the photos when the photos are up :):):)

TGIF

2010-07-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

I ended my week with an awesome Friday! :) My happiest day of the week. :)

I'm so blur mixing up my timetable. I got shocked when I entered the LT. I tot it's OB Lec end up I saw Mr Wee inside. -.-

No MI Lec, lesson ends at 11AM! Had lunch with girlfriends and slack awhile before heading off to Fareast to get chippy's and Shihlin's fried chicken for focus group with maryann.

Did focus group video. Laughing like mad. All thanks to Shao xing, Jia wei, Wei lun and (i forgot his name) for helping us out with focus group video. :)

Complete the proposal before heading off to meet dear. I'm SO SO LUCKYYY!! I gotten all the signatures in less than 5 mins!!!!! :):):) Next I passed ANNE's "stage" Wheee!~ super happy.

Took bus to the airport alone. Keeping a look out, hoping I dun get to the wrong place. :D

Met Jel, he brought me to staff canteen for dinner. :):) Oh and I made a big big mistake. I tot he came back from work but in fact the truth is he is going to work after dinner. -.- LOL!

Accompanying him to budget terminal and sending him off for work.. ♥♥♥♥♥ I'm so so happy. It's my first time been to his "workplace" and sending him off for work. :):):):)

Seeing all the airline stuffs, it makes me more interested in everything they do and not going to change my mind of working in the airport in the future. :)

After that, went to meet Jane and Mathew at tanah merah to go suntec to celebrate chun kiat's birthday. Having K-ing session. Wanted to stay out at night with Jane. Wanted to go esplanade and have supper. But Glenn, Brandon and Tingfong worried about us. 2 coconut. HAHAHA!~ End up we took night rider home. Jane and I took different bus to different direction :( We are all alone in the bus until the clarke quay area. Seeing that familiar place, I recalled the first time when you brought me to yellow jello with mathew after my work :)

Slept in the bus. It's freezing cold. I set alarm clock in case i missed the stop. End up, when I ask uncle where's jurong west st 82 stop, he told me he drive pass there already. it's 2 stops back. and telling me that it's the last stop already. I alighted and I walked home :/ Walking for so so long. Finally reached central, I saw 241 drive pass me! I'm sooo HAPPY!!! There's bus back home! First bus is at 5AM! though it's just one stop then after that still have to continue walking. Reached home around 5.30AM. Bathe and sleep. :/ Couldn't wake up for YOG training at NYP and I skipped it. :D

Thanks for those who worried about me.. Texting me and reminding me to drop them a msg when I reached home. :) Jane stayed up till I reached home. THANKS BIMBO! ♥

Had a bad dream again :( it's quarrels again :( I'm really afraid that it will happen :(:(:(

UPDATES!~

2010-06-28T19:25:00.003+08:00

25 June 2010.

What a eventful day. YES! It's 25th of the month! HAPPY 2 MONTHS MY DEAR! :) This month was really busy for both of us. Hardly get to meet up. I'm sorry dear for everything. Thank you for the gift! :) Love you loads. How I wish I can spent the time longer with you. But I needa go back to sch to prepare for the camp and you needa rest too. :(
Well, other than 2nd month with Jel, 25th is also a special for me and Jazzlyn. We went sugarloaf to eat. :) AWESOME DESSERT! :D To celebrate our 4 months :)
Look at those yummy dessert! :)

(I hope things will get better)

Did Night walk for Ashrae. Super scary.. :/ Damn slack and lazy too.. :X Slept during the night walk session, heard lot of screaming. hahaha!~

26 JUNE 2010

Wanted to help Bizen out with the dance. But I couldn't wake up :/ End up helping them by buffer the time by teaching them "HI, MY NAME IS JOE!" Irvin came back to school. Suppose to go for lunch together with him to celebrates his birthday in advance. But I feel weird cos those who is going with I'm not very close to them so didn't went. We talked for some time. So excited. *secret**Hint Hint* HAHAHAHA!~ It's been a long time since we talked! I mean face to face. Cos you got call me and text me when you are at Tekong. :) Seriously you've slimmed down and became tanner and look like....... a burned "fishball"-head hahahaha!~ OOPS! Left at 4-5 plus with Jane. Down with terrible headache. :( Feeling so uncomfortable. Promised to take care of myself. But I don't know what's happening to me. Falling sick so easily and it's like come and go kind. *Dislike*

27 JUNE 2010

Had fun with ESC AY1011 people- Jane, Xuan le, Me, Chun Kiat, Brandon, Zhi xiong, Ting Fong, Larlene, Mathew, Jazzlyn, Yong Qiang, Glenn and Gerard. Our first outing. Went for steamboat and dessert session. YUMYUM (Y) Gerard send me, brandon, Zhi xiong home. Thank you so much! I reached home earlier :)
Shall upload the photos some other days. Cos photos with chun kiat. :):)

It's nice to receive msg randomly from ppl saying that he/she misses you. :)

Third day of school

2010-06-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

It's just the third day of school ytd yet I'm so tired that I couldn't hear my alarm ringing to wake me up. Attended IITSC AGM today. The first AGM starts today. For the next few weeks I'll be very busy attending AGMs. Had the very first singing practice today.. Well, ahem. NOT BAD LUH!. Need more practice. :)

Had a great time talking to presley after AGM. It's been a long time since we talk and update each other. Shocking stuffs I heard. :/

Alright it will be a tiring week. Ashrae & Bizen camp on friday. JIAYOUS TO MY GIRLFRIENDS!~ :)

The time with you

2010-06-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

Finally get to meet Jel today! :) Miss him alot. We didn't get to meet up due to my work, camps and other events. He is also busy with work and course. :/

Watched TOY STORY 3, 3D today! Our childhood movie huh. Nice..!~ Laughing at them cos they are so cute! :D

So where's your toys now? Go play with it, if not they feel lonely and abandon. haha!

Took neoprints. Just the 2 of us :):)

he did this pic. Nice! (Y)
:) Thankyoudear!

After that I left for folken BBQ & he head home cos his grandparents coming over to his place :)

Im really sorry for all the thoughts running in mind. :( loveyoudear!

LEADERSHIP CAMP!

2010-06-16T03:36:00.006+08:00

Had ESC camp with the advisors. Was the most slackest camp ever!

On the way to sch, I was chionging minutes and I totally forgotten to give Jane morning call. I feel super bad and guilty. I dunno what to say abt myself. Why am I so blur and forgetful?

On the first day, advisors talked to us.

Mr Teo share with us abt the sch. To let us understand the sch well.

Mr ken talked abt thermometer and thermostat.

Are you a thermometer or a thermostat?

They invited sahfari to talk to us. Thru his talk I've learnt a number of things. 6 mindset. The power of focus, Plan, Talking action, Believe in yourself, Failure is your best friend and Reflect.

He made me think thru alot of stuffs that he said.

I realised that I've been through a lot of leadership camps and workshops in Secondary school. When I was in secondary school, I find the workshops are like some kind of talks. Because we just sit in the learning room and listen to people talking and doing small activities. Not like now. I'm actually applying what I've learnt in prefectorial board for the past 5-6 years in what I'm doing now in ESC. I want to lead because I want to make a difference and bring ENGINE/ESC to a new heights. Continue what the previous AY had done. Win Regatta and overall Champ in 2011 week zero!

Learning how to work with people and being flexible with stuffs. I'm sensitive, emotional and I THINK ALOT! My weakness yeah? Think alot :/

After all the talking, we had ALP. We had fun. Learning thru playing? :) FUN FUN FUN!

After ALP, the rest left for bbq. Leaving me, jane and rynne. Tingfong and Mathew joined us. Gerard drove us to changi village to have dinner. AWESOME DINNER! Stingray, Oyster egg, Chicken wings, Sambal kang kong and Sugar cane!. Nice.. I like the journey in the car. Especially when we are going back to sch. Blasting the music and opening the window. Like clubbing in the car! The strong wind blowing onto my face, feeling as if my face gonna tear apart and my eyes cant even open. It's like blowing all my unhappiness and stress away! I feel so much better after the ride. I really wanna Thanks Jane and Rynne. Really! They are always by my side like my sisters. Lending me shoulders and ears. Love you girls loads! ♥♥♥

We went to the secret rooftop. NICE! My first time been there. SO MANY STARS UP IN THE SKY! But I'm feeling damn scared and insecure. Cos it's really dark. I'm scared of dark ya. Total darkness up there and climbing so high. Thank you to the 4 of them. Encourage me and tell me not to worry they are there for me :) We camwhore alot. 300++ LOL! we sing, we take photos. Total stress free! :) That day was a hilarious day for us. SME VS ESC??? HAHAHA!~ Laugh till you drop. ESC guys are really funny!

Second day, we went to Mr Andrew's place immediately after we woke up. We played with lego, lunched at kopitiam, have mtgs, basketball session then BBQ! Had fun BBQ-ing with larlene and Jane. "Frying" sausages and crab sticks. :D SWEET CORN TOO! :) Mr Andrew place is really awesome! damn nice can? Like holiday like that can. Function room, swimming pool, BBQ pit. :D

Gerard send me, brandon and yoshi home. GPS is super cool luh! His GPS actually say " ERP ahead" It's really infront of us. LOL! Thanks to him and I didnt reached home very late :)

Journey to the secret place :)
♥ love them loads.
Jane so romantic huh! :D
Like this pic! Mathew's idea!
Our cui face but still pretty. haha!~
EEYEW! My hair!!~
Mustache :)
Wish upon a star! :)
WIth much love! *THIS IS THE 30TH PHOTO THAT JANE TOOK AT ONCE!*(look at our action, 30!) haha! She dunno we are counting using posing until we tell her :D
Both of our love will last forever! :) ♥♥♥

你知道吗，她很想你.

BROKE & SICK!

2010-06-13T12:07:00.003+08:00

Went IT fair with Jiajun and Shuwee after work. Looked for Jane and bought external hard disk. I'm so gonna eat grass for 1 YEAR! LOL! I spent $129.90 on the hard disk. I called my sis and she doesn't wanna share with me. :(

On my way home, down with headache. :( Recently I don't know what's happening to me. Headache come all of a sudden. Making my head feel so giddy and heavy. :/

Super duper happy cos.... I don't have to eat grass anymore! DADDY is paying for the hard disk!!! :D hahahaha!~ *got tactics one*

Alright, going for camp tml again. ESC CAMP, 15 of us with ADVISORS.

Minutes minutes NOT DONE! Have not edit finish! No need sleep le... :/

Smsing with you today during midnight brings me back to the time before we got tgt. Fast reply and all the nonsense. :)

I won't ask anymore cos I'm afraid.

COUSIN OUTING @ HORT PARK, HENDERSON WAVE & SENTOSA!

2010-06-06T22:31:00.011+08:00

Woke up at 7AM to get prepared for trekking with cousins. :) We conquered Hort Park and Henderson Wave then we went Sentosa to relax and tanning session. HAHA!~ Well, I'm burned again. :D Later Jel cannot recognize me. HAHA!~ Just kidding :p

Had fun today! :) My first trip to Hort park:):)

Bad Dream.

2010-06-05T18:09:00.003+08:00

Had a bad dream last night.

I cried in my dream.

I'm scared.

But with your guarantee plus certified official chop, 我放心多了. :)

Thank dear! ♥

Oh ya. Dear received his enlistment letter already. 9 nov, 9.45am @ tekong. :/ Suddenly I have a feel of like deadline. :x Oh well...

Okay off for my ah ma's birthday buffet. :)

This cute little boy is Min en :) Super cute!
This is his baby sister. .Super chubby.. & i just realised something. They are wearing the same design shirt! So cute!!!~
Sleeping so sweetly :) Babies are so cute!!! ♥

Ice-Cream Buffet!

2010-06-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

Went k-box with claudia. Super no mood to sing today cos doesn't have the feel. After singing we went orchard ion searching high and low for swensen! HAHA!~ End up we found it at a ULU ULU place. -.- we had ice cream buffet for dinner. 1 for 1!! :) Cos I've popular card. You show your card and you enjoy the treat. $18.90 for 2 person. LOVE STRAWBERRY DIP IN CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!! :) ♥We sat there from 6 plus till 9 plus. hahaha!~ Nice sharing session with you :)

According to Jel, Ice cream for dinner equals Fat and Unhealthy! Hahahaha!~ :D

HAPPY GIRL WITH PEOPLE WHO MADE HER HAPPY :)

2010-06-02T23:02:00.001+08:00

YAY! Ob paper was awesome.. Though there are some I don't remember but I'm still happy cos I did study and I know what izzit but just couldn't remember the definition.

After paper, had breakfast at mac with maryann and charlene while tingchun went home cos she bought lunch for her family members :) We went shopping around and got stopped by this angmoh at the pushcart. Poor tingchun waited for us for 20 mins at bus stop :x

Wanted to watch 'Shrek' but we missed our movie time. :/ We went manicure at fareast instead. HAHA!~It's mine, charlene and ting chun's first time! Just colour is $3 and express + colour is $7.

Had a great time with my girls. After that I rushed off to meet Jel at cine for movie :) We watched "Prince of Persia" I find it nice :) Then had dinner at BBQ chicken :) Shopped around before we went home. :) He got to report to work at 5.30AM! :( SO EARLY! :(

Our Pretty finger nails! :) ( pink- ting chun, orange- maryann, silver- charlene & purple- mine!)

Finally we get to meet up today! I miss you so much! It's like 1 week we didnt get to meet up cos you are busy with work and I'm having exams. Love the time spending with you :) Finally gave you the gift. Hope you like it.. Sorry for my untidy handwriting and broken english. hahaha!~ Thank you for everything today! :) Love you loads! :)♥♥♥♥♥See ya on saturday! *loves*♥

STUDY STUDY STUDY!~

2010-06-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

Decision analysis paper was awesome.. so happy that I can do! :D Had brunch with Tingchun, Maryann and Angelia at Yoshinoya. :D

Went to Jurong East library to study with beesian and lay yen. Shi min came and had dinner tgt :) Beesian and lay yen keep saying that I looked like 蝴蝶姐姐, I don't think so. :/ haha!~ Well, we took a break by playing with webcam.. Super duper funny and we laughed like mad till the librarian came and ask us to lower down our volume. LOL~

Studied for OB.. Hopes everything stay in my brain till the paper end!!! WHEEE!~ LAST PAPER!!~ PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!!!

PMO!

2010-05-31T23:54:00.003+08:00

Oh well I started today and ended today well. In between is like SHIT! PMO! I learnt this form from Jane. Piss Me Off!

I don't understand why am I so so so so BLUR!

Today's accounting paper was easy and I'm very happy with it. The invigilator actually say to me this " Finally you have decided to hand up your paper" HAHAHA!~ Cos I finished quite fast. Was easy cos I studied :) :)

Wanted to study in school while trying my luck to wait for Jel. But end up I didn't. Cos someone PMO! RAWHHHH! >:(

Had a hug from Jane before going off.. Left reluctantly :/

Happily resting in train, targeting to reach study room at 2pm. Who knows I opened my eyes suddenly and I said. "SHIT" The advisor signature is with me and today is the deadline for submitting. One and only piece! I'm at cityhall already! And I have to go back all the way to tampines and to school.. :/ JUST FOR THAT ONE PIECE OF PAPER!!!!!~ PMO! damn angry with myself for being so blur!! >:(

Reached study room at 3.45pm. :( Studied for Decision analysis. But took me so long to figure out how to do.. Went Angelia's house and she taught me. Around 2 hours, I've learnt and understand how to do... DAMN HAPPY!!! THANKS ANGELIA LOADS!!!! :):):):)

I'm missing you so much... :(

MISSES TO FOLKEN

2010-05-29T20:53:00.005+08:00

I'm suppose to be studying now. But.... I somehow missed Folken and I started looking thru the photo album name FOW/FOC AY10/11. :) I miss the whole camp though it's tiring, running here and there like mad. Staying tgt for 6 days. Especially Jane, I went to her house one day before the camp and during the middle day break. LOVE HER LOADS! Thank you BIMBO! :) Wanna thank her mum and her sis too. Her mum's luo han guo drink bring my voice back within one night and it taste so nice! :D Thank her sis for her bed :)

I LOVE FOLKA LOADS! My sub-empire. :):):)

We 3 cried for the whole 6 days. Not easy to be a sub empire head but we did it. :)
Love this candid Pic :)
Second day of FOW. Opposite school games :)
FOLKA IS LOVE! :)
This freshie of mine. ALWAYS GO MISSING ONE! haha!~ everytime lunch, he will say he wanna go smoke. -.-
We are the New Alibaba :D
I still remember this day. This is the second day of the camp when the freshies actually/finally hyped up. After all the empire debrief and crying the day before. I'm seriously touched. :)
Love my GLs :)
Alright, back to studying. All the best for your term test everyone of you! JIAYOUS! & meet up soon. YAY! The BBQ at Rynn's house! :) Looking forward! :):):)

UPS & DOWNS

2010-05-28T23:35:00.010+08:00

On tuesday, we had our very first ESC meeting. It's like a lecture. HAHA!~ Meeting held in lecture room, there's power point slides, OHP, "lecturers"- Irvin( Finance/Accounting), Mr Danker (Apel lesson) OOPS! hahaha!~ I was being appointed as the Asst. Hononary Secretary :) Meeting ended close to 12 Am. Had dinner with Jel, Tingfong and Mat before cabbing home :/

I love the journey home with you♥ Thank you for the surprise. I'm really surprised and happy when I saw it. Didnt expect it! :) Love you loads. ♥♥♥ I'm sorry that I didn't manage to finish the gift that I wanna give you. :(

Wednesday, I love my GIRLFRIENDS ALOT! haha!~ We got our fred perry bag. Thanks to maryann. We changed immediately and we are down with "ACTUALLY-VIRUS". The 4 of us carried the same bag and wore almost the same colour(erm mine not really) cos they are involved in Bizen AGM at the later part of the day. :) And I'm so blur that I don't even know that the law tut is cancelled. I rushed to class and I saw no light. I walked to the stairs to see if i'm at the right level. Took out my timetable and check on the classroom number as i walk. -.- Went for Bizen AGM with the rest of ESC members. :)

Thursday, I had a great time with Jane. :) We settled our dinner at pasar malam, we initially wanted to go to din tai fung but we left school too late :/ We bought too much stuffs! Cup corn, Steamed peanut, Taiwan sausage, Ramily Burger, Goreng pisang, Curry Puff, Shark fins soup and lime juice! Went to void deck to eat, talk and laugh like before. I misses the time when we really laugh our lungs out and doing all sorts of funny things like there's no stress or pressure. Like what you say INNOCENT. hahaha!~ JIAYOUS for your term test, don't neglect your studies! Thats what you told me not to! :) love you much much! My bimbo!♥

When on my way home, I fell asleep in train. I was so so tired that I can't open my eyes when I reached pioneer. I kept on rubbing and blinking my eyes while walking down the stairs. I missed a few steps(3-4 i think) and well, I fell down from the stairs. I didn't get up immediately, I stunned over there. I heard people laughing at the back but I didn't really care cos i'm tired and still unconscious. I'm really lucky that I didn't fall from the middle if not I'll just roll down the stairs and luckily I fell on my knees. I didn't sprained my ankle or what, just some scratches and feeling pain on my knees. Thank goodness! I text Jane and she is so worry that she called me. THANKS JANE! :) ♥

I don't know what happen to me this week. I'm so blur. Rushing to school thinking that there's project meetups but there isnt. Rushing for lesson when the lesson is cancelled and I don't even know. Fell down from the stairs at Mrt station cos i missed a few steps. Forgetting this and that. I think I'm too tired. 4 hours of sleep everyday.. thinking so much everyday.

Friday, IT'S PUBLIC HOLIDAY! YAY! Woke up early and went Jurong safra to celebrates my dad birthday in advance cum family day. We went K-box to sing and went Jack's Place to have lunch. :) It's my very first time eating at Jack's place. :):) Not bad... I like the dessert! hahah! :D

Didn't manage to take all the photos of the orders cos I totally forgotten about it. HAHA!!~ After lunch, we went shopping around at safra. Bought swim suit and shorts! :D Wheee!~ Shall go swimming after exams. :):) Had a wonderful day today! :) Though I'm tired. Shall start studying now! :)

HAPPY ONE MONTH!

2010-05-25T02:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH DEAR! :)

I'm really really happy and thank you for everything! :) ♥ Really feel loved! :) Delicate the song "A little love by Fiona Fung" to you! :) Love you loads! :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

See ya in school tml :) I mean later on :) ♥ ♥ ♥

haha posted at 2.16Am exactly the time one month ago :D

RE-BLOGGED

2010-05-24T10:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when things just doesnt go our way,we wonder,
why must God do this to us.
Why must he bring all these problems to be included in our life?
Can't everything just go on smoothly?

Perhaps this is the way he teaches us, to be strong,
to find out that we are not weaklings,
we can go through whatever that comes our way,
as long as we put in our best.

Its a process that we all just have to go through in life,
to make us a better, stronger, braver and matured person.

He just wants to let us find out that we can actually go through all this troublesome obstacles as long as we persevere.

Life is not all about the good things, but also the bad.
If not for all the bad things that happened to me before,
would you ever think i can be this optimistic with things now?

Its not an easy journey to go through in life,
but since we are given the opportunity to be brought in this world,
lets just take up the challenge to learn how to fall and slowly stand up firmly without crying.

We can whine, we can show temper, we can say hurtful things, we can do anything,
but at the end of the day,
just remember, that our loved ones,
are the ones who will feel worse than us,cos the sight of seeing your loved ones being sad is the worst feeling one can ever have,
as its something that cannot be expressed with words but felt deep in the heart.

Lets be strong and pull through this together.

[Reblogged from my cousin's blog. I find it so true and suits me now. It directly express out what i feel. ]

Mixed feelings.

2010-05-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had a hard time going for your dreams or reaching your goals? Have you been stopped by challenges or fear?

Most of the time, excuses are just ways to hide in our fear. We think they keep us safe, but they really keep us locked up and far from where we really want to be. Taking on a philosophy of "no excuses" is freeing. And it's never as scary on the other side as we think it's going to be!

Took it from a web.

HOME-LY SATURDAY.

2010-05-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

Had a good sleep with rainy weather and woke up on my own without alarm ringing. :) Love this feeling. I told myself I'm not going to be the first today cos disappointment is still there though I tell myself no, it's okay. Had a wonderful day with my family watching/chiong dramas. We had MIO TV and we watched 我在你左右(With you). A channel 8 drama. We watched 8 episode tgt! HAHA! AWESOME ISN'T? It's been a long time since I sit down and watched TV with my family. :) Today was pretty awesome as I slot things out of my brain. *cooling down in process* Too much things recently. My brain need a rest, seriously. Shall start studying tomorrow. Quiz, project and assignments coming up. JIAYOU! :) Balance well in studies and ESC. :)

I found a new way of letting my tears out without feeling that it came out and no one's knows about it. I broke down in the toilet while bathing. Running water down my head. My tears just flow down with it. Feeling so much better. As if the water had bring my sorrow away. I don't know how many times I've cried today. But i'm sure tml i will wake up with a puffy eyes and I will regret! cos it will sure be damn pain. :(

It's FRIDAY!

2010-05-21T23:26:00.008+08:00

Lesson ended early today. Went to take photo with BUTT!. CONGRATS BUTT! OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM TEMASEK BUSINESS SCHOOL HUH! :) It's really nice to get to know you through FOLKEN. Missing the crazy time when we do the "OH x16" cheer. Jumping/dancing like crazy and other things of cos.! :)
CLAUDINE♥
OH WELL, THIS IS MY BUTT!. LOL! ♥
He loves this alot! haha! My butt is not opening his eyes while smiling. -.-
GRACE! ♥(TSK, sickening butt. As usual. -.-)
♥
I'VE "GRADUATED! HAHAHA!
LOVE THIS PHOTO LOADS! ♥

ELECTION RESULTS.

What a nervous moment. Jane is the President and Rynne is the Vice president. I've got in too. With Ting fong, Mathew, Xuan le, Chun Kiat, Yessy, Larlene, Jazzlyn, Zhi Xiong, Yong Qiang, Glenn, Errick and Brandon. :) CONGRATS EVERYONE! :) Looking forward to work with you all! JIAYOUS PPL! WORK TOWARDS OUR GOALS! :)

I'm sorry. Just disappointed and something else. Finally ended. Everything. Finally.

JEL'S GRADUATION. :)

2010-05-18T21:55:00.006+08:00

CONGRATS JEL! Officially graduated from TP. Thank you for inviting me to your graduation. It's my first time experiencing this. :)
A gift I prepared for him :) I sew a J on the bear's leg and...
His name on the graduation gown of the bear.
CONGRATS JEL!
CONGRATS SHAH!
CONGRATS HAZIQ( my first dance partner in TP)
CONGRATS CHIOU LING!
CONGRATS HALIMATUS! ( Will miss working with you! :( )
CONGRATS HAFIS!( my LL for MTC)

CONGRATS TO THOSE I KNOW WHO ARE GRADUATING THIS YEAR!! :)

I'M RUNNING FOR ESC!!

2010-05-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

I'm running for Engineering Studies Club. I really need your help to vote for me.

Very simple.

FIRST- Bring your matric card

SECOND- Grab your friends and classmates

THIRD- Head to cyber centre from 18-20 MAY 2010.

FOURTH- Click on ESC and scroll down and click on YONG HUI YI! :)

DONE!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)

Thank you PAUL & PAMELA for the posters! I like it alot! THANKS FOR THE HELP! :)

IN SCHOOL!

2010-04-29T10:12:00.002+08:00

Got no internet for one week. So which means no msn, no blogging, no facebook, no nothing that uses internet.. :( But gets to go to bed early. :)

Met Mr ken ytd regarding election and CCN day. *excited* :)

* CONGRATS TO MY SUPER GIRLFRIENDS FOR GETTING INTO BIZEN MAINCOMM. THE 3 OF THEM GOT IN!!!* :)

Craving for Subway and gonna have it for lunch with super girlfriends. (CELEBRATION) haha! :p

Wheee!~ i'm so happy this week... :) receiving texts and meetups :):):):) ♥

PEOPLE VOTE FOR ME AND JANE OKAY!!! WE ARE ON TEENS MAGAZINE!!~

VISIT http://www.teensmag.com.sg/Joomz2/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=207:votepage&catid=902:contest&Itemid=58

THEN SIGN UP. CLICK ON HOME THEN CLICK VOTE FOR CANON COVER PAGE. SCROLL ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE LAST ONE AND CLICK US! *"ONE HEART"* THANK YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE! YOU WILL STAND A CHANCE TO WIN A CANON DIGITAL IXUS CAMERA OR A PIXMA PRINTER!!! :)

:):):):):):):)

I'm a Happy girl.

2010-04-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

Went school early for project today! :) First project meet up :) Today lesson was badd. Cos I'm really NOT SATISFIED with the answer given by teacher. And i think he dun even know what he is talking.

Had dinner with Jel after his flight and my lesson. :):):)

Today is a HAPPY DAY for me. :) I'M A HAPPY GIRL! :)

DIPLOMA HEADS ARE NOT 100% SERIOUS EVERYTIME!

2010-04-25T21:11:00.008+08:00

Had dinner with diploma heads yesterday! :) Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market then went to clarke quay for a drink at yellow jello. :) I've nv been to Manhattan fish market before. I though it's really a fish market. HAHAHAH! It's my second time going to yellow jello :):):) Nicee!~ :)

On the way to central, met rynne at cityhall.. Both of us super funny! 2 blur kid. :D Bimbo-ness. hahaha!~

Hanchong, Jel, Tingfong & Matt pop by, as they going rebel. Just beside yellow jello. :D Delicate the song " That thing you do" wanted to dance mass dance. End up they didnt play, while all of us already at the front waiting.

Did alot of funny things ytd... We play "WHO STOLE THE COOKIE FROM THE COOKIE JAR", "TAKI-NOKO" and all at PUB! LOL!

LOVE THIS PHOTO!
PENG IS TRYING TO "KILL" QUIM!
WE ARE DIPLOMA HEADS OF AY 10/11!!
SCADALICIOUS! :X
DIPLOMA HEADS LOVE!
We 3 happened to be the same! WE DIDNT PLAN BEFORE HAND! :D hahah! TRIPLETS FOR THE DAY! :D

I really had fun with all the diploma heads. Hope to have more outings coming up and hopefully those who didnt manage to come able to come :):):)

It's FRIDAY!

2010-04-23T22:51:00.006+08:00

First week of sem 2.1 just ended. What a moody week. I really hope my mood will get better but it didnt :( i really wanna thank all the people around me... Seriously. I realised there's so many of you care and love me!! I feel the love.. thank you! :) I'll be alright no worries.. :)

The weather recently is really bad.. Making me so unwell.. Sudden headache and giddiness. :( I think I should prepare panadols in my bag.. Though i dun like panadols.

Okay quick flash back..

TUESDAY

Dinner with Folken. :) Crashed scarfo's photo taking. :p hehe..

WEDNESDAY

Lunched with Jel, han chong & mathew. :) Down with headache all of the sudden :( Badd weather!!! Had LAW lec.. damn suay.. got pin point by teacher for no reason. Badd mood and had ice cream. Thank you Ting fong & Joseph for accompanying me to LAW lec. Thank you Rynne & Jane for the hug.. :) *love*

Somehow like this candid photo. Though got ppl say rynne is trying to force me to kiss with her :x

THURSDAY

SIGH. Left school early and went home. Had afternoon nap & slept early. Feel so ~~PIG!~~

FRIDAY

Finally get to eat sausage muffin for breakfast today! :) Had 3 lec straight in the same lec room! OMG!~ After lesson went to Basketball booth to helped out Maryann. People who know me, stop by and say " OMG HUIYI! YOU IN BASKETBALLLL!!???" LOL! After that went to meet pamela and went to ESC. Saw sher hua, *happy*. Took photo with pamela and left. Cos at 4.30 there's firedrill! :x

Packed my stuff and i broke my precious thing. :( SIGH! BADD WEEKKKK!~

I MISS YOU PEOPLE!! We are meeting up tml :) Egg-cited. :)
MY LEVEL LEADERS! :)
I MISS THOSE DAYS!!~
RELIEZ LOVE!~
THIS PHOTO! Took when I'm sleeping. I was discussing about the program and things to brief the mentor for the next day with Anthony. And well, I fell asleep discussing halfway! :x While I'm still holding on to the program booklet and pen. I'm tired... :x

FOLKEN @ SENTOSA ON SATURDAY!

First day of SEM 2.1

2010-04-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up early and reached school at 8.20 AM. As msg was passed down to welcome the freshies at the bridge. I think it's fun and I went. Well, first day of school, people usually wear nice nice but.... I wore TP engine week zero regatta shirt. I brought shirt to change but I didnt change in the end. Cos I think the shirt is nice and most of all I'M PROUD TO BE IN ENGINE! with love yay. Really, there's many of them coming to school cheering at the bridge. Feel so love!

This Sem, I'm going nowhere.. All my lessons is at BLK 23. Jane's also! Love! AMS & BZE really own that BLK! haha! Happy to see girls today. It's been a long time since I see them. But I'm still not getting use of not seeing some ppl. :(

End lesson at 4pm as there's no lab on first week :) Saw jane and we went bookshop. We shopped in the bookshop like how the two of us shopped at prime in the middle of the night during open house. Met rynne and went to talked to han chong to kill time. As jane got lesson at 6pm and rynne got training at 6pm.

Down with slight fever. :( Just now Jane, Rynne & Presley say I feel warm. And they actually say maybe fever is coming. Well it's so true. Giddy and uncomfortable. Took temperature, sexy~ slight fever :(. Something freaky happened. Msged jane to tell her i've slight fever. Delivery report sent to me. And realised something weird. I received Jane's reply BEFORE my msg is delivered to her????!!!! Oh well, We actually msged each other at the same time on the same thing. She msged" How's ur fever?" & mine "Jane. I'm really down with slight fever.. :( " TELEPATHY TOTALLY!

- Dun let go of me okayy.. -

Time will heal the wounds.

2010-04-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

Week zero ended ytd. Until now, my mood is still unstable. It's been like that since Thursday. On Thursday, I feel like everything is coming to an end. End of week zero and the year 3s are leaving. It's something that I didn't wanna face. I'm also worrying about the results. Everyone put in so much hard work just for the day and well, it's like a disappointment. But we won REGATTA!!!!

ENGINE WON REGATTA!

There's so many things that I wanna say but it's just so hard to say it out and I don't know how to express it. I'm just feeling so upset over things.

There's many things I've yet to update. DnD and FOW/C. FOLKEN REALLY ROCK SOCKS!

I'm sorry to everyone. Went to sentosa today for final clash for FO. My mood wasnt good. So sorry!

-This time round, things really come to an end! No matter how I wish it would stay unchanged, it's impossible. So many last time. The last time I can do this and that during the camp. Cos there wont be anymore chance that we would be working tgt. Missing you is something I'm not shy to say about cos I guess I like you. I cried so much ytd, i guess partly is because of you.-

Busy Like a bumble bee. :)

2010-03-29T11:21:00.002+08:00

Went for Adeline's 21st birthday chalet on friday till saturday midnight. Went swimming, it's awesome! Eddie taught me freestyle and that was my very first time swim using freestyle. LOL! I got sun burn. :/ My face look chao ta. Got sun burnt on my face, shoulders and back. Sunday, I came to school for day zero, though Dip head is reporting on monday. Cos I don't feel like staying at home? Might as well come school and help out the LL's. Didnt sleep well last night cos I feel insecure, the lights are all off. Keep turning and tossing, things running in my mind. :/

Dip head reporting time is less than 2 hours. I'm looking forward to the camp. JIAYOU EVERYONE! :)

CAMPS ARE HERE!!!! :D 3 weeks AWAY from home!!! :)

-Sometimes i just don't understand what some people are thinking. They just did it on purpose when they know there's such thing in between. Can they just spare a thought for that person? Maybe you does not have any intention, is just that i'm too conscious about it.

Seriously now I don't know what to do. Seeing things happening, I tried to help but it is just not the way i want it to be cos it's something between you two. I can only give advice and talk to you all. I don't know it turn out to be so scary. Seriously I cant imagine that, Seeing it with my own eyes. I hope things will get well. When it's time to let go, just let it go.. dun make yourself suffer -

SHOPPING, MOVIE & SUPPER! ♥

2010-03-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY OFF DAY!~ Went to search for DnD dress with Claudia today. Almost go crazy searching. :s LOL! Luckily we found it cos claudia was saying she's not going anymore cos she cant find anything. HAHAHA! Had our br-unch @ Shokudo( Heeran). Had dessert @ Far east before claudia go off to meet her ♥. :D *YUMYUM* Went TAKA to pass wenli Hp, she's flying off tml!!!! To HONG KONG!! Cai ma, sorry cant send you off, forgive me. :x After that head to AMK Hub to meet Jel for dinner & movie. :) It's been 2 months since I've watched movie. OMG! Super duper happy can? :D Watched " How to train your dragon. " 3D! :) I find the title cute, like teaching you how to train your dragon in some game in NDS or PSP. Haha! After movie went to J8 to have supper with Mathew and Tingfong, their last day of work. Drank beer again :x hehe. Oh, I missed the last train to Joo koon :( took cab home.
HUNGRY!

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Cousin I'm really happy for you!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SHOPPING & 5A1'08 CLASS BBQ

2010-03-19T23:54:00.004+08:00

Knock off at 4pm today as I got class BBQ @ Mr chuah's place :) Went shopping tgt with Jel at far east. He accompanied me to look for my DnD dress. But I cant find anything :x Nothing caught my eyes :x We walked the whole S.C and I got NOTHING! :x Before that, while I was waiting for him, I tried some dress at cine. There shop lady asked me what I'm looking for and she took ALOT of dress for me to try! LOL! There are some SERIOUSLY not my type. As in I've nv wear before, find it too OVER. LOL!
I like the lacey lacey and can tie ribbon at the back :D
Okay, this one... I asked 5 ppl and all 5 voted for this. Guess I shall get this for Dnd? :x
Did try other dress too but didnt take photo. This is the BEST 2 :D
LOVE THIS DRESS! :D It's super duper EXPENSIVE :x saw it at 313 when out with claudia last week. :/ NOT SUITABLE FOR DnD. LOL!
Went off for BBQ, leaving him alone at orchard shopping :x

The BBQ was GOOD? cos it's like super long i get to see them. Though they are my 2nd SEC 5 class where I only spent 1 year with them, I love them loads! They are AWESOME! Missing the days we spent tgt. :):):):) NEXT MEET UP CHALET!!! :D:D:D

LOVE HER! LOL!
YUJIE STOP GROWING ANY TALLER!
a fake candid. :D
WATER WAR!
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DEAR GIRL! I'm so happy for you! Thank you for sharing with me your good news! :) Glad that you found your love! :D Your time is here that's why he appear! :):):):) No worries for me, like what I say in the msg :) Now! Promise me to be happy all the time, if there's anything, I'm always here to listen to you. Be it happy or sad :) SWEET SWEET LOVE MY DEAR! :) ♥

-I hope they dun call you up so that we can meet up :x-

CRAZYNESS AFTER WORK!

2010-03-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

So glad to hear that wenli came back to work! MISS HER SO MUCH CAN! CAI MA!!! :D Met up after work as i'm at centrepoint and she's at taka. Mathew and Ting fong came after work. It's like damn late liao, went to far east to try our luck see if we can find anything for dnd and hoping that the shops have not closed. Well, rushed like siao. Manage to see some shop. Sigh. Had dinner at KFC. Laugh like mad whenever with them. So many nonsense. HAHAHA!~ THANK YOU MATHEW FOR PUSHING ME AT THE ROAD HUH! REALLY SCARE ME YOU KNOW! THE CAR COMING TOWARDS ME! Took photo at Orchard Ion :)
PIMPLES!
MY SEC SCH FRIEND AND POLY FRIEND :D ♥

SHOPPING MADNESS!~

2010-03-17T23:45:00.004+08:00

Worked at OG-ORCHARD POINT today cos there's private sales. Before i start work or should i say before i reached OG, the crowd outside is like WOW! They queued all the way to the bank there and zig zac. THE SALES IS CRAZY! 50% + 20%??? 20% +10%?? They shopped as if all the things are FREE! Damn tired cos standing the whole day and got squeezed by ppl. The cashier queue is like never ending and it's like snake. Heard customer saying that they queue for 1 hours plus just to make payment! OMG!~

FINALLY 9PM!!~ KNOCK OFF! suddenly alot of customer -.- Drag till 10pm then I leave. Went to J8 to have supper with Jel, Ting Fong and Mathew. :) Drank beer. :x Tingfong and Mathew TOO HYPER after work. LOL! Super funny!!~ :)

LOOK AT THE CROWD OUTSIDE OG!
THE QUEUE TO GO IN!
PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA! LOL!
-Finally get to see you :)-

TIRED :/

2010-03-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

So fun working with Jennifer ytd and today! Laughing the whole day talking alot of stuffs. Love working with her cos we got common topic to talk abt. Went to taka today to SCRUB the counter. It's super duper shiny now. LOL!~ I think i used 1/4 of the zip.LOL! Everyone looking at me weirdly when they walked passed me :( The water is damn black. :/

Went to Centrepoint after that. Slack and do cleaning awhile, WHEE!~ KNOCK OFF!~ hahaha!~ Decided to go to J8 to look for mathew and tingfong cos they are working. Went down, MATHEW KNOCK OFF LIAO! Tsk! Sickening. LOL!~ Try out G2000 blazer!!!~ sadded cos doesnt have my size :(

OH YA! I REWARD MYSELF WITH STARBUCKS FOR THE HARDWORK TODAY! JAVA CHIP. LOL! *CRAVINGS NEVER END* :D

BACK TO WORK!

2010-03-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

Okay. Back from all the fun, chalet, refresh 3, food tasting and etc. Back to work today. Well, was super duper tiring as I ran the whole Sentosa ytd and my legs got muscle cramp. :( I GOT LOST IN SENTOSA CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!??? :x HAHAHAHA!~ OH OH! I WENT UNIVERSAL STUDIO! DAMN COOL WORX!! :D Seriously, I'm loving FOLKEN MORE AND MORE! :D hahah! had super duper loads of fun @ refresh 3. Though we didnt win, our bonds are stronger now :) SUBWAY FOR DINNER :D
FOLKEN'S GOALS!

1) FRESHIES ENJOY FO!

2) FOLKEN FROM FRIENDS BECOME A FAMILY!

3) TO BE OUR BEST!

Drug Addict? Tobacco Addict? NOPE! We're COUSINS ADDICT! ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-03-12T12:42:00.001+08:00

Had an AWESOME date with cousin! :D haha!

KBox @ Cineleisure, Ajisen @ Takashimaya, Sky Terrace @ Somerset 313, Maggie Moo's @ Somerset 313...

CAMWHORE ALOT!!~ :D Shall upload tml. Gonna rest now. :X OTC REFRESH TML! @ SENTOSA!!!~ SEE YA!!~ :) ♥ love you! :)

I..
LOVE...
YOU...
MUACKS!...~

WHEN THE 4 PHOTOS ABOVE LINK TGT IT IS... I LOVE YOU! MUACKS!~♥

Ice cream is always love... :)

♥

2NE4- FOOD TASTING! :D

2010-03-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woke Up early from chalet to get prepared to go to school for food tasting :D THANK YOU JUN EN FOR YOUR JACKET! TO SHELTER ME ALL THE WAY FROM ALOHA LOYANG TO BUS STOP! :)

BEING A STAR FOR ONE DAY!~ :D LET'S WELCOME 2NE4!~ LOL!~(NICOLETTE,PAMELA,ZHIJUN & ME)

We went to 4 places. Tasted Chicken rice and Yong tau foo. YUMYUM!~ HAD FUN TOO WITH THE NOISY 4 :D

Cool!~
YUMYUM!~
2NE4~~!
STARS BUSY SMSING!~ LOL!~
Went to TPSU lounge to play pool after that while accomapnying nicolette :) We PRO le hor. hahahha!~

K906 FIRST CHALET EVER!~

2010-03-10T23:58:00.001+08:00

Back from class chalet!~ Wheee!~ Dunno to say i had fun anot. Well i had fun with my GIRLFRIENDS! OTHER OF MY CLASSMATES TOO!! Just that some unpleasant things happen that makes me so sad and disappointed :X Alright :) Celebrated Ting chun's and Hui choo's birthday. We are really NICE ACTORS & ACTRESSES! :D We plan and we do. We quarrel and really is very bad kind. But it's all a lie. LOL! Ting chun this silly birthday girl actually cry over it. :x Hui choo the da jie also got tricked by us. See how good our acting is. LOL! :D LOVE YOU GIRLS! :D Did silly stuffs with girlfriends. LOL! NICE!!!~ :D TOTALLY LOVE MAN!~ &&& KNOW WHAT??? IT'S MY FIRST TIME PLAYING WII!!! OH MY GOODNESS!~ LOL! DAMN FUN!!!! :D
THE CANDY GIRLS! :)
BOXING! :D
More photos on facebook :)

FOLKEN IS LOVE!!~

2010-03-07T00:15:00.018+08:00

Back from FOLKEN CHALET! The chalet was AWESOME! LOL! I enjoyed the whole 3 days :D MOVIE MARATHON!!!~

First day

Met Pamela, zhijun and claudine first and we slack at subway as the rooms are not yet ready. After chit-chatting for sometime, we went to check in :) Wheee!~ so EGG-CITED! LOL! We fixed the kite and had movie marathon. :D We watched "Handsome Suit" & "Toothfairy". After that people starts coming in :D Had dinner tgt at the chicken shop(chatterbox) NICE! Like having party. People staring at us cos when we walked in and we drag the tables and chairs to join them tgt. LOL! After dinner, movie marathon again, "Lovely Bonds", "Alvin & the chipmunks 2"(watched until I sleep :x) I wanna thank derek! THANK YOU DEREK! When I was coughing like hell he poured warm water for me. So nice of him. He is really like a big brother. Taking care of all the little kids in folken. Especially those drunken kids. LOL! (I'm really shocked and happy to receive ur call. cos i wanted to text you but i didnt :x :) )

Second day

Woke up late and went Buddy Hoagies for Breakfast and lunch :D Later had movie again. Nice to see everyone sitting tgt watching the small tv.. HAHAHA! LOVE THE BONDS! Had BBQ night :D so much fun and surprises. LOL! while BBQ-ing the movie marathon still carry on. Groups of ppl screaming inside scaring hell out of me. I scream too though i'm outside. cos scare by their scream. Everytime they scream, we rush into the room to see. LOL. Or peeping from outside. :x At night we played China Man. Drank Tropical Vodka & Bacardi.(yucks). FUN!~ Alot of funny stuffs happened :X Slept at 6 plus? yeap. OH OH! ACKNOWLEDGEMENT!!!!! I'VE GOT A MUMMY!!!!! LARLENE JUST "ADOPTED" ME. LOL!!!!!! Nice talking session with some of them. Alot of interruption :s

Third day

Packed and check out. Went for breakfast at super dog. After that we went kite flying. LOL! OMG!!! IT'S MY FIRST TIME FLYING KITE! DAMN EXCITED! LOL! WEATHER DAMN HOT CAN! . ONLY ME JANE AND PERSIE FLY KITE. While the rest sit under the tree playing cards :D After that decided to go and play L4D. Jane and I went home instead. cos we dunno how to play and we are damn tired :x well no difference. When I reached home, they just reached home after playing. -.-

Secretly planning to sabotage someone...!~ hahaha!~
TADAH! HIM! WE SANG BIRTHDAY SONG!
HE WAS STUN WHEN HE HEARD HIS NAME! LOL!
LEI LONG COMPANY!~
SO SWEET!!~
Second day of Brunch @ Buddy hoagies :D
Movie marathon. All staring onto a small tv :D I FEEL THE LOVE!
CUI ME!~
DS COMPETITION! :D MARIO KART! :D
ICE CHALLENGE!~ FREEZING COLD!~
Kite flying!~ Wheee!~

More photos in facebook :) FOLKEN IS LOVE! I FEEL THE LOVE NOW!!!~

___*Hoiiyii ♥ jelwaiang*___:)

What a week.

Thoughts

Happy Dinner, blessed with friends! :)

SMURF-Y DATE!

Back in action

1st Anniversary :)

Super Junior M - 幸福微甜 Love is Sweet

OHMYGOSH!

Weight Gaining Foods

Example of weight gain diet

By your side - Kanami Makino

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

HAYWIRE!

UPDATES!~ 2011

CHRISTMAS & 8TH MONTH!

Different.

Things are gonna get better. :)

REPOST!

OMG!

Long meaning behind a short sentence of just three words

A DAY IN SCHOOL

JANE'S FAVORITE PERSON SAYS

Blank

MY NEW HAIR! :)

A WONDERFUL DAY!

爱上你-By2

YAY! LAST!

To the man she will love some day.. ♥

I LOVE TODAY THOUGH IT'S EXAM! :)

HAPPY 4TH MONTH! ♥

Family day

I don't know to hate or to love today.

YEAH! NO MORE SCHOOL!

"New" Blogskin!

Last week of July

Monday.....

HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR! :) & HAPPY 5TH MONTH GIRLFRIEND!

THIS WEEK

DIPLOMA CLUB LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP

TGIF

UPDATES!~

Third day of school

The time with you

LEADERSHIP CAMP!

BROKE & SICK!

COUSIN OUTING @ HORT PARK, HENDERSON WAVE & SENTOSA!

Bad Dream.

Ice-Cream Buffet!

HAPPY GIRL WITH PEOPLE WHO MADE HER HAPPY :)

STUDY STUDY STUDY!~

PMO!

MISSES TO FOLKEN

UPS & DOWNS

HAPPY ONE MONTH!

RE-BLOGGED

Mixed feelings.

HOME-LY SATURDAY.

It's FRIDAY!

JEL'S GRADUATION. :)

I'M RUNNING FOR ESC!!

IN SCHOOL!

I'm a Happy girl.

DIPLOMA HEADS ARE NOT 100% SERIOUS EVERYTIME!

It's FRIDAY!

First day of SEM 2.1

Time will heal the wounds.

Busy Like a bumble bee. :)

SHOPPING, MOVIE & SUPPER! ♥

SHOPPING & 5A1'08 CLASS BBQ

CRAZYNESS AFTER WORK!

SHOPPING MADNESS!~

TIRED :/

BACK TO WORK!

Drug Addict? Tobacco Addict? NOPE! We're COUSINS ADDICT! ♥ ♥ ♥

KBox @ Cineleisure, Ajisen @ Takashimaya, Sky Terrace @ Somerset 313, Maggie Moo's @ Somerset 313...

CAMWHORE ALOT!!~ :D Shall upload tml. Gonna rest now. :X OTC REFRESH TML! @ SENTOSA!!!~ SEE YA!!~ :) ♥ love you! :)

♥

2NE4- FOOD TASTING! :D

K906 FIRST CHALET EVER!~

_Hoiiyii ♥ jelwaiang_:)